i SO need to redo my entire blogg.
its pains me to look at it.
really.
if i were someone else.
i wont bother reading my entries
once i've seen this Assblogg.
so.
to the meagre number of people who have been reading it.
many thanks
for putting up with this eyesore.
haha


anyway.
today was funn.
woke up leisurely
dressed up and went out shopping.
with angie.
went to topshop
hoping to find something.
and i did!
jus basic tops la.
but at least they dun really make me look fat.
super luckily for me.
i ran into trina and trini.
trina gave me her 20% topshop vouchers.
HAHA.
cos she didnt need to use them.
and todaywas the last day.
THANK YOU TRINA!


den we went to eat.
haven eaten yoshinoya's beef bowl
in ages.
yumm.
after that we went to take neoprints.
heeren's neoprint shop was like
surrounded by ahlians.
so we decided to go to cine instead.
not much difference.
but it was better.
the STUPID machine at our $1.
ass.
but the neos turned out okayy.
at least the once that we chose were okayy.
the others made us looked like GOBLINS.


haven gone out wid angie for soooo long.
the funn we had today reminded me
of how much i missed her.
but she doesnt get to stay out late.
so i came back home rather earlier den usual.

so here i m.
at home.
with nothing but the computer.
and those blasted thoughts.
but hu cares.
not gonna think abt it.

school starts tml again.
but thankfully.
it will be a rather slack week
cos i have my self awareness camp on friday.
dat means i cant go see bryan's gig.
haha
oh well.
too bad.
cant wait for camp though.
wanna see how everything turns out.
heard that those camps are super
EMO.
but i doubt i'll cry.
not that type la.
haha.


okayy.
dats it.
this has already been an unusually long blog.
bye.

hmmm.
the second day of CNY.
sucks.
open house today.
my whole day was ruined
cos i had to spend the day
cleaning up my hse.
now my room looks like a
salvation's army store room
all the clothes
are like little mountains.

that stupid alph.
left for holiday.
din call me.
to say goodbye.
he's like gonna get it from me when he comes back.
humph.
usually i just take him for granted when he's around.
now thats he's just gone for holiday
i feel abandoned.
waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
and he din even say a proper goodbye.
i had to call him and realise that his fone was off.
den had to slowly wonder why it was off.
den it occured to me dat he LEFT!
BUFUHDBDJEWHFWEI;FHFHDFBK;MSDAHJ
STUPID ASS.
fine i shall stop whineing
plot my revenge quietly.
i have one whole week.
oh ya
my MR X
handfone key chain dropped today oso.
the one that alph gave me
i take it as a bad omen.
plus i still cant find it
wooo...
how.
oh wells.
never mind.
not like it means that alph will never
return to singapore.



aniways.
on to other things.
actually.
deres nothing.
except that i heard some very bad news.
well.
it doesnt really affect anyone.
just me
well fine
i couldnt care less really
like i said.
i'll live.
YES
I'LL LIVE!
haha
i'm lucky things haven gone any further.
why cant i just learn
to appreciate wads in front of me
instead of forever
wanting things that are beyond me
well.
that'll teach me.
haii.
haha
learnt my STUPID lesson.

eww.
i think i've gotta cold
for walking in and out of my air con room
nasty.
well okayy.
lemme seee.
anymore thoughts?

uhhhh.
nope.
i'm just gonna stop blogging
and go sulk and mourn my loss now kayy.
haha
goodbyes fantasies and daydreams.
haha.

ugh.
my com is lagging.
today was like sucha crapp day.
first i found out that i'm
like the only person in my class
to fail my math test.
like that is so pathetic la.
goes to show how bad my math really is.
den obviously my maths teacher wanted to speak to me.
considering how bad my mood alr was.
i made it quite obvious that i din wanna talk abt my test.
so i showed her just a LITTLE bit of attitude on my part.
geez.
den she went and said
sumthing abt
she also feels frustration.
blah blah blah.
i was so irritated
that i just walked out of class.

den as if that wasnt bad enough.
i had to lose my wallet.
had no idea where it went after P.E.
the good thing was that i found it later on when
i went to the general office to check.
but i lost my money la.
the stupid idiot who found my wallet took my cash.
but at least she had the decency to leave it at the office.
oh wells.
at least i dun have to re make my ez link card.

actually.
thats kinda like the only bad stuff that has happened to me today
not much.
but its already put me in sucha bad mood.
really.
plus theres the constant feeling of lacking sum one
in my life.
i know it may seem stupid and lame.
but i cant help it.
haha.
but its not like i'll die la.
i just feel like i'm waiting for something
to happen
good or bad i dunno.
but i dun think anythings gonna happen.
nevermind.
haha.
i've lived with this feeling for a very long time alr.
wont kill me to live with it summore.


arghhh.
haha.
bye.

these few days have been really busy.
barely have time to slack around like i usually do.
oh wells.
its expected this year.
vann totld us something scary
that happened to her yesterday.
she was stalked by this freakish guy.
he followed her all the way to her house la!
overtaking her all the way from
lift to lift.
what a sicko.
i cant imagine that
theres a psycho
around here.
people living in this area..
beware.
PEPPER SPRAY.

yupp.
yesterday had league meeting at 715
in church.
haha.
at 715.
i was still at home.
jus woke up summore.
reached church 1 hour late for the meeting.
pai se.
but its not like i'm always late.

oh.
friday going to k box to sing.
but not sure yet
grace yow la.
so unorganised.
never discuss details properly.
i need to go buy sum new year clothes also.
cant imagine wearing old stuff.
but actually.
the only thing i like about chinese new year
is the reunion dinners and the money.
i absolutely hate visiting people.
damn freaking sian.

my dad is going overseas soon.
for 11 days.
11 whole days!
haha.
means that i get to go wild.
better make the most out of it!
should start thinking of what to do.

had math test today.
i'm so gonna fail it.
although many people found it easy.
but since when is maths easy for me
haha.
i only did the first question.
din have enuf time to do the second one.
well i hope i get at least some marks.
depressing.

okayy.
thats kinda all.
bye.

hmmm.
lemme see
wad have i been doing for the past few days.
well.
yesterday was saturday.
woked up early to go to school
for history.
some lecture thing.
it was quite enlightening.
love annabelle chow's lessons.
haha.
den i went for lunch wid germaine.sk n seshaa.
den finally went home to slack.
din do much slacking though.
cos jus when i was drifting off to sleep.
my fone rang.
time for me to meet sk and seshaa in town.
waa.
had to force myself to get up to get ready.
so i met them in town.
din really do much though.
den after that i went to church and reached there like
half an hour late.
geez.
i'm like sucha bad catholic.
had to sit on the steps
wid grace and falf of league people
that went there on time.
but still din get any seats.
haha
couldnt hear anything.
so mass was like a waste of time.

after that went for this birthday chalet thing.
it was heng's birthday.
at Aranda there.
yupp.
not bad la.
quite funn.
there were loads of people there.
his frens and relatives.

but i sorta wished that i had gone
to cine
to chill with seshaa, pq, sk, nat and jer they all.
becos i sorta felt weird and all.
u know,
how u kidda want sumone to notice u.
but get ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.
yupp. that was how it was like for me.
but other than that.
everything was funn.
haha.
guess if everything went my way in life
den i wont treasure anithing.
sighs.
err.
okayy. bye.

grace is so kiam.
haha.
today.
during assembly.
they gave out free roll on
deoderant.
after that.
she went ard asking people if they
wanted theirs.
haha
she just loves it.
aniway.

i'm so sick of going to school.
honestly.
all that walking ard is so tiring.
which reminds me that i have to learn from vann.
buy sweets to eat in school.

had ss test yesterday.
and i'm gonna fail it.
i mean it.
absolutely.
i forgot to study.
actually.
i din actually forget.
it was jus that i was too tired.
i'm always so tired now.
but i refuse to sleep.
so i deserve it.
sadly.

english class seriously
scares the shit outta me
i knw i've said it like a zillion times.
but its true.
when she asks for answers.
she asks so loudly that
my hair flies back.
its like super strong sound waves.
its pathetic realli.
the way i'm scared of her.
haha.
cant help it.

humph.
alph told me his fren said i was boring.
i was so angry.
his stupid fren said something like
grace is more funn.
haii.
i hate him.
of course grace is more funn than me.
like duh.
she's crackers.
no one can be bored with her ard.
dats why we all love her.
(grace, i hope u brought a pin to prick ur swelling head)
so compared to her.
i'm probably like a cold fish.
but that doesnt mean i'm boring!
i'm cant be that bad.
poeple dun fall asleep when they talk to me.
not yet anyway.
sucks lor.
hate being compared in terms of popularity
with grace.
like she wins hands down la.
nobody can hate her.
i'm so freakin
JEALOUS.
jealous.
jealous.
jealous.
okayy.
haha.
dun worry grace.
I STILL LOVE YOU.
even if may think i'm boring.
do you?
(trick question. u better say the rite thing. haha)

aniways.
who cares.
i'm sleepy.
i think i shall take a shower again.
kayy.
better stop typing.
may be boring u all.
humph.
haha.

ihateEnglishclass.
it has been openly declared official
since 8am this morning.
honestly.
i have been thoroughly insulted
by mag low.
jus becos i forgot to pass the forms to
the people sitting beside me.
the insult went like this:

maglow: did you forget to pass the forms to the people sitting beside you?!
Me: Err.. haha.. i forgot...
maglow: Gosh! You Are Dumb!

like how can she even say that!
is it even allowed? calling students dumb?!!
i think its against the law or sumthing rite.
to demoralise a student...
humph.
yes..YES!
FINE I ADMIT I'M DUMB!
i'm so never... and i mean
NEVER.
gonna forget this.
how traumatising.
i scarred for life.
sob.

aniway.
who cares. onto other things.
school was crap today
plus the fact tat i was surviving on like
only 3 hours sleep.
so i managed to get through the end of the day.

went home to shower and all.
den had to meet bryan.
needed to get sumthing from him to give to my fren.
i swear.
he's a litterbug.
i gave him something,
asking him to help me throw it away.
den he jus took it
and flung it away!
@#!%#$&
like. i could have done that myself. thanks.

saw theodora tan and mrs matthews.
they were buying stuff.
food i think.
its kinda creepy to see
ur principle and vice priciple
being good frens.
like god knows wad they talk about.

got a blister on my foot.
stupid lousy slipper.
i hate blisters.
cos i'm sucha wimp.
really.
haha.
they itch when i bathe.

okayy. things must be getting quite sad if
i'm talking about blisters.
oh wells.

know wad,
my eyes are closing.
and its onli like 830
wadever.
i'm gonna stop here.

wooo.
just reached home from league meeting in church.
it was super long.
discussed abt loads of things.
but,
somehow...
i dont feel like we got much done.
hmmmm.
well maybe cos i was like
spacing out for like half the time.
grace was practically drooling on the table.
but towards the end..
waah.
everyones temper and paitience
was like totally running low.
trina n jude were like...
tension.
and grace was so irritated cos she wanted to sleep.
haha.
oh wells.
thats spinal core meeting for you grace.
get used to it...
harhar.

today.
went for sec one orientation.
not that i was interested in orientating anione.
i jus came to see grace, corns n maine perform.
haha
grace's basketball cum dance thing was super funny.
she missed the ball like 4 times.
and twice the ball flew off the stage.
haha.
but.
without grace the performance would have
been too serious.
she spiced it up as usual.
looking like a basketball bouncing a basketball.
haha. (she was wearing orange)
no la. super cute.

connie and maine maine
were hot!
they were really
shakin that ass man!
but..
the sec ones weren't that great.
teng meng kept shouting,
"energy! energy!"
so i guessed that they lacked energy.
not very synchronized either.
but wadever la.
at least they can dance n all.
cool.

went down to the guides booth for awhile.
they had a swing structure.
so fun.
and it was stable and all.
i hope they leave it there for afew days.
vann was happily taking photos of everything.
she sat on the swing abd made gwen take shots of her.
she'll probably post them on her blog or sumthing.
so u can go see.

so i stayed for a litttle while more.
den ran home to continue sleeping.
den after that met grace.
went town
wid gabriel and bryan.
we decided to be cheapo.
so we went to cafe cartel to drink soup.
and eat free bread.
haha.
we ate ALOT of bread.
i'm so screwed.
at the rate i'm going.
i wont be able to fit into my levi's anymore.
yupp. den we went to see the super band thing.
that was stupid.
honestly.
all the bands were rather bad.
worst were girl bands that tried to be
S.H.E
PUH -LEASE
there were thousands of bands like them.
okayy.
maybe i sound abit bitchy.
but i'm sure grace will agree wid me.
they all dressed like the same.
all in the sme color.
hullo.
like who does that anymore...

okok.
i shall stop bitching.
bye bye.

waah.
super sleepy.
this has been a freaking tiring week.
jus feel like dropping dead.
haha.
got so much homework to do.
bleah.
tomorrow is sec one orientation.
means i have to get up early
to go to school.
i'm not doing anything,
but i just wanna see my buddies
connie and maine maine dance.
interesting.
they have been practicing
everywhere.
especially in the toilet mirrors.
harhar.
i've seen alot of that.
grace is performing too.
some basketball routine.
so i must go see them perform.

grace, suky and vann came my house today.
it was crazy la.
harhar.
grace played with the foam from the beer.
crazy.
made herself look like she was having fits.
like she was foaming from the mouth.
damn sick la.
she ended up spitting beer all over my
brother's bedroom floor.
den my father walked in
while she was"having fits"
it was damn funny la.
i bet my dad think's grace is slightly...
todo todo todo todo (twilight zone music)
haha.
i dont dare to ask him.

been feeling guilty lately.
but according to my friends.
i have nothing to feel guilty about.
(i shall not state my devious crime.)
technically.
its not a crime,
and its not devious.
but despite the reassurances...
my conscience is torturing me.

conscience: wad u are doing is wrong!
me : wad... i'm not doing anything wad.
conscience: yes you are. you know you are. u're thinking it!
me :well... i havent really done anything. i have have nothing to worry abt!
conscience:evil... evil... evil...
me :ah...jus shut up la!

all that and more has been going through my head.
wahahaha.
i'm losing it.
but i am convinced that i'm not doing
anything wrong!
Right Grace?
keke.

aniway.
i wana go slp.
i'm so tired
i keep typing wrongly.
nites.
wish me luck
for my inner battle!

hmmm.
today was like the 3rd day of school.
and guess wad people.
i still managed to get lost.
i roamed about
from class to class
for about 10 freaking minutes.
before i realised that i was on the wrong level.
:)
den when i decided to go upstairs to try my luck,
i ended up going past my OWN classroom
twice.
before i stopped and realised that that was my classrm.
well.
to be fair..
the lights were off
and it wa pitch black inside the room.
how was i supposed to recongnise it?!!!
and i even was deperate enuf to
stop someone to ask her for directions.
so much for being a cool, mature sec 4.
pi ah.
well.
one good thing that happened today
was that we managed to skip
English and 1 maths period.
HAR HAR.
becos of mass.
haha. i love God!
oh yar.
me n germs got booked already.
sighs.
we were late for bio.
geez.
and i thought that jennifer chu was nice.
pls lor.
we were lost rite.
so fast book us.
:(
den while we were punished to stand outside class
for ONE WHOLE PERIOD!!!
she had the cheek to ask the class
where she could buy a water dispenser.
"so that we could drink water"
since she was so concerned about our welfare.
den why the hell were me n germ standing
for ONE WHOLE PERIOD!!!!
sheesh.

school seemed quieter today.
grace din come.
dat idiot had fever.
DODO.
(dats for playing basketball in the rain miss yow.)

oh yes.
managed to finish the last episode of my soppy drama show.
IT WAS WONDERFUL!!!
i was pathetic.
cried buckets.
haha
seriously.
from the starting when i turned on the tv
until the end.
sitting on the sofa
wailing
"why did he have to go......"
gulping and gasping for air
becos i was cryin so hard i couldn't breathe.
haha.
i was damn pathetic really
first time evr.
maybe cos i'm so in love wid that
gorgeous actor!!!
that i felt his girl friend;s pain.
hoo...
dun remind me.
i won be able to sleep tonight.
HAR HAR.

angie's birthday tml.
actually its just in afew minutes.
got this lil thing planned for her.
but its only at night.
cos i cant make it in the day.
meetings in church.
vanesa shld be gettinthe cake i think.
i can rely on her more den i
dare rely on myself.
sad to admit
but its true,
haha.

okayy. fine. i wanna slp.
tml still have to wake up
indecently early.
sick.
bye bye.

i am so damn pissed!
seriously!
well...
actually.
today started out rather okayy.
woke up leisurely.
watched my soppy drama shows.
lazed around infront of the com.
den went out to meet bryan n ash
to buy my Levis.
bryan's brother worked there.
so i cld get 20% discount or sumthing.
finally.
after alot of serious contemplation,
comments & advice from ash,
afew refolded jeans by bryan(hu is an expert jeans folder)
i managed to settle on
the ideal pair of jeans.
i still dunno wad its called.
so.
after returning to tp to slack for awhile,
i happily went home to admire my new levis.
Unfortunately...
my relatives came.
they saw my newly bot jeans.
checked out the price.
den begun calling me a lousy shopper.
joy.
they went on n on...
that i was stupid
din know how to shop
that 20% was nothing
that i din have to buy levis
that levis was for fat people (like them)
that those jeans were a common design
that KL had cheaper jeans.
that canada had cheaper jeans.
that NY had cheaper jeans.
that guess was having a 50% Year end sale.
blah
blah
blah.
well....
Fuck you.
pay for my fucking trip to New York then!
like seriously!
i already bought my jeans.
and its like my own bloody savings.
did they have to bitch so much!
arghhh.
wow.
great.
my dad jus strolled into the room.
and he happened to see my title.
which...
if u refer back to the front..
is..
oh fuckity fuck.
and i am so lucky.
usually.
i'm never so vulgar.
of all times he had to walk in
was the time that i just had to
be pissed.
anyway he told me to watch my language
n remember who i am.
like wad the hell does that mean?
anyway
going back to the levis.
they ended the whole thing
with :
so, next time you wanna go shopping...
call aunty lilian!
haha...
Ryyitee.
when pigs fly.
Gawd!
like are they freakin insane!
they just had to ruin my entire shoppin high.
sickening.
just leave me alone la.
pigs.
and now that they are here.
i cant watch the last vcd of my show.
sucks please.
i'm like dying of suspense.
oh well.
i'm so pissed i dun feel like typing anymore.
bye bye.

OoooooH...
this blog is so shit!
i need to change it right away.
if not, i wont ever feel like blogging anymore!
but...
thanks to my slight problem
with complicated stuff.
i cant do shit with my blog.
vann..yow..suky...corns.
anyone....
your fren is in DIRE need right now!!!
anyway. back to the present.
my life.
since people have been complaining abt my STAGNANT blog.
yes.
school has begun.
olevel year.
msut work hard.
blah blah blah.
I KNOW.
with mag low as my form teacher.
i think i shall be kept under control.
its like..
i need to ask her permission to breathe.
she scares me.
seriously.
i'm even starting to look more like a nerd den ever.
and i thought sec four was the time to
act cool.
chey..
considering taking CLB.
since my chinese is like crap.
but i dun think its a good idea.
i mean..
dat would mean that i wld have to pass
every other subject.
not that i already plan to fail sum subjects.
but POA is like martian to me.
wad a stupid subject to be stuck with,
no offence to u vanesa.
haha.
maybe u cld help me?
okayy.
so lets drop this topic.
SCHOOL FOOD.
okayy i guess.
the shepherd's pie is good.
rite connie?
but the drink stall queue stretches to china.
which reminds me
start bringing a water bottle to school.
HO!
my love life!
absoulutely friggin SCREWED!
jus like yowwiiees.
harhar.
sick.
anyone hu has been hearing me go on n on
should know wad i'm talking abt.
i mean
i just cant shut up.
haha.
but whocares.
so.
deprieved me has been busy watching
soppy romantic drama.
i'm addicted.
the lead actor is so gorgeous!
sukkian! angie!
come.. share my happiness!
okayy.
so i'm sick of typing.
my neck is aching becos of the awkward way i'm sitting.
haha.
blog updated.
mission accomplished.

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