i'm free again today.
actually,
tendered my resignation.
not that it matters whether i've tended it or not.
honestly.
vause she wont like faxed my resignation
letter until somewhere in the middle of feb.
cause she needs me to work till the end of feb.
otherwise she wont be able to
go to back to her hometown in
in malaysia
for chinese new year.
as there are insufficient people
at the store.

how anal is that right.
like i cant even tender if i want to.
what happened to employee rights.
honestly.

anyways.
work is getting increasingly
tedious.
at first it
was kinda of a novelty.
fresh and exciting.
now.....
urgh.
i have no idea what motivates the full timers
to drag themselves out of bed
every morning.
my personla motivation
is the partly the pay
and largely
the fact
that i'm not going to be stuck
doing this for the rest of my life.
so i take it as a learning experience.
whatever.


watching the l word now.
ya.
slow.
i know.
but i didnt have the time
earlier.

and what with the new
com being faster.
i might as well get back back to it.
but i kinda know the ending and all
aready.
for season 3.
okok.
i guess i'm slow.
season 4 and 5 are probably out right. whatever.
see you later.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.
i hate you.

i hate you.
i really really really hate you.

have a nice life.

i'm ridding you out of mine.


thanks for not missing me.
i'm such a fool for missing you.
well,
not anymore.

took off again today.
harharhar.
but for a valid reason though.
going to nyp open house.
scouting for future career options and
cute guys.
if there are even any.
though from what i heard about the
standards of nyp guys, is that,
there is barely even a standard.
haha
thats how bad.

whatever.
so lets just go and take a look
with my own eyes.
and i shall return with the verdict.

i initally hadnt planned to blog.
budden..
connie and sk are taking oh so long.
and so i shall squeeze in every opportunity
to blog.

had a dream about vampires last night.
and i have the vaguest memory.
and i really mean.
vague.
like all i can remember is that
i dreamt about vampires.
hahah.
i guess its cause i
watched some vampire movie.
no, not my favourite vampire movie,
queen of the damned, (starring stuart townsend.)
the cutest vampire that ever lived.

it was some other budget movie.
set in thailand.
and the actors were unknown.
oh wells.
the guy rather cute.
and the female thai vampire was
like freaking hot.
seriosuly.
she was so pretty.
i honestly never thought
that thai girls could be pretty.

oh wells.
anyways.
what else should i talk about.

ohh.
does anyone wanna date me on valentines?
anyone at all?
i'm available.
like i have been for 17 bloody years.

i am frankly curious if theres
like a difference
between dating on that day,
against any other day.
like what,
there's a distinct difference
in the air?
romantic gas?
really.
whats the difference.
like what my mum said, no, practically shouted
years ago.
"valentines day is rubbish"
i supposed it is.
it kinda is really.
rubbishy.
who cares anyway.
i have made plans for myself on that day.
bleahhhhhhhh.
who need mushy, moony eyed couples.


oh.
my left eye lid is twiching.
i always feel embarrassed when
that happens.
its like its showing the world
a preview of me,
50 years down the road.
suffering for spasms.
really,
i hate any form of twitching.
its scary.

i suppose you can already tell
from the randomness
of my post that i have absolutely nothing
to blog sbout.
its obvious huh.
i have no idea
how celeste chen finds stuff to put
on her blog every single day.
she takes the cake.


hmmmm.
wonder if sk and connie are done yet.
they have no idea how sad this is.
me here, blogging about
how long they are taking.

okayy.
ill stop here,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

arghh.
work today.
but i had this horrible cold thing.
and i was like drippy nosed the whole day.
urghh.

girlfriend came to visit me
at work today.
along with with zhiyi.
and her friend.
haha.
who spilled coke on the floor!!!
hahaha.
and know what,
the cloth that i used to wipe the coke,
and was too lazy to rinse?
ya i saw my second in charge using it
later on to wipe the mirrors and
fixtures.
like uh ohh.
haha.

sticky mirrors , and sugary fixtures.


oh wells.
too bad...
i'm not going to be helpful
and go the extra mile
by wiping eevrything again.
HAHAH.

oh did i mention.
i left work early.
i was feeking kinda bad towards the end
of the day.
so i decided to go home.
i think she didnt believe me when i said i
was going home to rest.
well.
but i am at home.
and i'm resting what.
someone has trust issues.

ohh, did i mention.
i happened to be there the day
my father and uncle decieded to
talk about me having a boy friend.
the converstaion when something like this:

aunt: so sara, heard you came home late yesterday. what time?
me: err.. 4?
dad: four?! i thought you said three?
me: umm, no, i said i'd take a cab at three.
(dad raises eyebrows at me in a fierce way)
(i pretend to be busy scooping mee siam)

aunt: wow. i never had a curfew of 3 am. never even dreamt of it at your age!
(i give a "heee..." and a weak smile)

grandma: how you go home?
me: err. my friend drive me home.
grandma: woah. who?? boyfriend ah?
me: no......
grandma: you got boyfriend ah?!
me: no la.. (irritated)

dad: if she gets a boyfriend... i'm going to beat that fella up.
(clears his throat then continues)

dad: and i'm going to call my brother, and we're going to beat him up together.

(uncle laughs)

dad:.. and dont think i'm finished with him. i'm going to call all my indian friends,
and we're going to beat that fucker.

(i scoop more mee siam.)

uncle: i know la! we ask him come for dinner, say welcome him into the family all. then we bring him to one corner, and whack him.

(everyone starts laughing)

(except me)

.....


thats kinda like it.
there was a little bit more after that.
but you kinda get the drift.
i have this nasty feeling that
i'll die an old maid.

and who's to be blamed?

welcome to the teo family.

freaks, all of us.

oh wells.
thats all.
tune in to the next episode
for another snippet of the teo family.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



if you say, good bye today.
i'd asked you to be true.
cos the hardest part of this is,
leaving you.

okayy.
time to blog properly.

its my day off today.
and for once,
i didnt do anything.
just decided to waste away at
home and bum around.
gosh.
i really miss bumming around.
and the weirdest part is that,
you can actually bum around more
as a student then while working.
actually, thats not weird at all.

so today,
i woke up at around one?
for once.

was supposed to meet sk
for lunch before she left for work.
unfortunately,
everyone involved overslept.
so i guess, no lunch.
yupp.
but fear not.
we will surely meet again,
when the sun sets and the
moon rises yonder.
haha
whatever.

i woke up with a sore throat.
and i was like so hungry.
actually,
i was hungry yesterday night.
but i was too sleepy to eat.
and so for breakfast,
i ate chips and cornflake cookies.
i think they were homemade.
but i have no idea who baked them.
but they are rather nice.
i think i shall hide the jar away in my room.
i'm so selfish.
but one must defend one's own interest at all
cost.

urghhh.
i've been sneezing ever since i woke up.
how come i never get a cold while i'm at work.
but when it comes to my
day off,
suddenly, i'm plagued by sore throats
and runny noses.
wth.

i cant help but wonder what
everyone is doing at work.
i wonder if my in-charge is bitching about me.
one will never know.
i catch her bitching about everyone else
all the time.
so much for her saying that she
doesnt tell lies and gossip.
hahaha.
thats like the biggest
joke in the history of lies.
my plan for the short term,
is to just act innocent and blurr,
pretend not to understand all the
nasty digs and comments
she utters and pray she
doesnt choose to target me so
often.
having your boss as an
enemy is no fun.
seriously.
no wonder people always
try to suck up to their bosses and all.
like someone would say.
"carry their balls"
or something.
urghh.
how vulgar.

haii.

what else.
nothing really.
i plan to quit soon,.
or look for another job,
one without so much bitchy juice
swirling around.
honstly, you'd think that school was bad.
wrong.
the bitchiness in school
is nothing compared to
all the catty people you meet at work.
the bitches and worst still,
the hypocrites and the suck ups.
hahaha.
okayy.
i guess i sound really bitter,
but its just how it is.
honestly.
especially at an all girl counter.
at least if there were guys,
then all the girls would be
more pre occupied with looking good and
acting nice.
and would have less time to be
nasty.
oh wells.
thankfully,
i'm quite good at playing
those catty female games.
i must really say.
i'm not half bad.
and the game goes on..........


oh god.
that was a really big sneeze.

i'm goingt to eat guay chap soon.
yumm.
haven eaten for ages.

okayy.
i ahve nothing left to blog about.
basically.
life has been really
mundane and monotonous.
is that how u spell it?
so dont blame me
if there nothing
exceiting
and juicy in my blog.

okayy.
thats all
i have better things to do
than to just keep typing.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



i dont love you,
like i loved you,
yesterday.

OOOOOOOOOOohhhhhhhhh.
lets talk about the advantages of being
technologically savvy.
hahahaha.
i finally got a new com.
and the feeling's
guuuuuuuuuuuuuudd.

the screen's really big though.

hmm.
actually, theres nothing to say.
work's getting really screwed.
what with trips to the police station,
and talk about being
over worked.

pheesh.

anyway.
i just wanna be serious for awhile.

to my sgb.
you're probably one of the only
handful of people who
are still visiting my
DEAD. blog.
the day we became friends was
the luckiest day of my life.
and i really dont deserve you.
i'm sorry i wasnt there on ur birthday.
but i'll make it up to you.
i swear.
thanks for everything.
thanks for being alive.
cause you're one
of the few reasons why i am.
i know at the end of the day.
i have my sgb.
you'll alwys have me too.
always.

anyways.
moving on.
theres so much i want to say.
but i gues i'l just leave it to another day.

i miss so many people.
but i know the ties are still there.
however long we take to meet up.
we will.
i hope i'm not the only one who feels that way.
have more faith in our friendship.

and i'm so thankful for the
people i am able to meet up with everyday.
i would really be living a
horrid social life if
not for you guys.
and bp,
if i din have you,
oh my god.
dont even wanna go there.

and as for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
arghh.
i dont even wanna talk about it.
everytime i think you of.
which is pretty damn frequent,
i have this overwhelming urge to
throw myself against something.
you're so far now.
so occupied with whatever.
where am i in your life.
u probably think i'm
turning the tables on you.
but you've done it yourself.
actually, we did it to each other.


lastly.
joggybuddy.
i miss the nasty bits
of witty comments, and black humour we shared.
like you said,
soon.
make it sooner than soon.

yupp.
thats all.
i guess today;s post whas just
something like a shout out.
haha.
i'll officially start blogging
events tomorrow.
haha.
its good to have a new com.
everything's so smooth and fast.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i could get used to it.
hehe.

yupp.
i'm busy with getting songs from angie.
to save into my empty com.
and den into my
mp4 thing.
haha.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

dull dull dull.
whats new to update?
nothing much.
work?
dont talk about it.
its pretty much destroying my
social life.

but i guess time is the true test of friendship.
honestly.
we'll just wait and see
how many are left at the end of the day.
(and that goes the same for me)

anyways.
i was pretty much in a good mood.
right up till the moment
i thought about you, and you.

you,
i'm happy for you,
yet sad for myself.
not sad exactly.
maybe i'm wistful.
i'd always thought that
no matter what went wrong
during the day,
or however horrible the nights were,
that i'd always have you.
that you'd always be there.
but i guess thats just not anymore.
its different now.
i'm not sure how to behave with you now.
because theres someone else to
keep in mind.
besides.
i bet i hardly cross your mind anymore.
you know,
i still think of you every single day.
in the past,
i had little clues that you cared.
now,
theres barely a trace of me
in your thoughts.
much less your heart.
theres this song i like.
and everytime i hear it,
its talking about us now.
you know the song.
its in your phone.
thats all.

i'd miss you,
but you're hardly mine to miss anymore.



and as for that someone else.
i want you out of
my system.
hate being stuck in this
stupid game.
make up your mind
or leave me alone.
i want to get over you,
and i'm trying.
you are making things so
fucking difficult.
dont pull me down
with you.
i dont want to be
branded with the same label
that others put on you.
i'm not immoral like you.


i have a plan,
oh yes i have a plan.
and i plan to stick by
my plan.

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