some one is being totally nasty to me.
forcing to apologise for something.
twice.
i refuse to do it twice.
bleah.
see you next year.


anyways.
went to the warehouse today.
instead of my usual counter.
its was hard labour.

totally.
omg.

so a group of us were sent to
paste price tags
and attach sensor tags onto the jeans.
sounds simple enough huh?
wrong.
so wrong.
i had this impression that
i would be sittin down in
an air conditioned store room
happily sticking price tags
at
a slow leisure pace.
better than having to promote jeans
like any normal day.

oh i wish i didnt think that.
boy was i wrong.
we were sent into a
huge dusty
stuffy store room
with a single portable fan.
and there were crates everywhere,
cartons and cartons piled up high.
and our task was to like complete like 68 cartons?
haha.
it was backbreaking work.
okok.
i'm exagerating.
its not that horrible.
but the heat almost killed me.
that was the worst part of it.
haha.
but the company was funn.
we were all just cracking jokes and
complaining about the
insufferble heat.

i'll be going back there tmr.

know what.
i'm busy now.
i'll talk later.

finally.
a long awaited off day.
i wonder if hubbs is free tmr.
its a saturday..
hmmm.

anyways.
counting down the days till my
last day of work.
honestly.
by then, if i'm lucky,
i'd still have half the number
of friends i started out with.
ha!

not funny.

its kinda scary
looking at the amount of
devastation work can do to
your social life.

the next job i'm getting,
i swear it
will be as flexible
as blue tack.

but currently,
i can just bum
around.
after all,
everything's just screwed.
i might as well wallow in it
until i've had enough.

what a lousy attitude to take.
too bad.
i'm in a mood.

i'm so tired.
ughh.
really.
working just kills me.
its taking away my youth.
i'm looking older.
my hands are like
scarred and ugly.
and my nails are.........
you get it.
now i think my face is breaking out.
not to mention
the rash on my legs due to
my coincidental
allergy to denim.
like what the fuck?

who the hell works at levis and
is allergic to denim?

plus, after my nasty flu thing.
i'm back to using the fucking
inhaler.
ya.
its absolutely sad.
like the whole loser feeling?
dependent on the
weird blue thing to breathe.
hahaha.
its quite funny actually,
cause i have to keep
sneaking into the storeroom to use it.

gonna work with angie soon.
hopefully.

ohh. its like 3.
i'm really sleepy you know.
and like no one is online.
i need songs.

does anyone wanna watch 300 with me?
the war flick?
anyone?

anyways.
i'm going for mass tmr.
its been ages.
i think i've forgotten how to pray.
honestly.
i've got a sure ticket to hell.
totally bypassing purgutory.
(is that how you spell it?)

okayy.
i'm going to sleep,
taking my knock out pills.
not that i really need them.
i'm so tired as it is.
but as they say.
the more the merrier.
hahaha.

gd night people.






This one last bullet you mention is ,
my one last shot at redemption .
I’m begging You to be my escape.



get it?

dont think so.

well, you'll see.

okayy.
chinese new year.
is such a flop.
honestly.
all the hypocritical people.
feigning concern for your results.
and like trying to sound encouraging
when you tell them how badly you've done.
and its just funny.
to see their chain of reactions
when i expose my
acdemic failures.
laughable really.

its like
awkward moment.

really really awkward.
more for them than for me.
hahaha.
i'm okayy.
resigned to my fate and
nonchalant.
more or less.


where's hubbs.
she called me yesterday.
but i was in a movie and din hear my phone.
apparently,
her cny wasnt any better than mine.
nvm hubbs.
i get it.

arghhhhhh.
you see.
they are all in my house.
my relatives.
and they are screaming.
literally screaming.
i have no idea why.
and like whooping.
control people.
self control.

i have to constantly look over my shoulder.
incase some
kay poh person
wanders into the
no entry zone.
like,
its just common courtesy to
stay in the living room,
and kitchen area.
dont step into my room.
at all.


arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i want my friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want my friends!!!!!!!!!!

at least my bp is here.

yea bp?
hahaha.


okayy.
thats it for now.
more updates when they have left the hse.
earsier to bitch about them.
ha!
evil sara.
evil.

apparently.
sk is fascinated with
the metaliic wax
in my brother's room.
she is so annoying.
threatening to rub it into my hair when i'm
asleep.
bitch sk.
hahhahah.

and my relative are still screaming.
and shoutting yay.
wtf.
sk just went to check it out.
and she came back saying
holy fuck.

haha.
time to check things out
for myself.
okayy.
toodles.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

hep people.
my blog has a song.
a really really nice one too.

but the problem is,
it takes awhile to load for the first time.
yupp.
and so,
i have to ensure that this post is
like long enough
to occupy you
at least until the song plays.
hahaha.
so hmmm.
what should i blog about.

results tmr?
nothing to say really.
i hope no one says anything
either.
and please,
if your results are
good,
or even satisfactory,
i'm giving you fair warning now.
dont say i didnt warn you.
dun even think
about gloating,
or mentioning your
satisfactory results.
even if they arent good.
as long as they are okay,
still not allowed to mention
them to me.
because,
i ensure you now,
that my results will be nowhere
yes..
no where,
near satisfactory.
yes?
comprehende?

and knowing how sour grapes i am.
i will most likely feel
like shoving your
result slip down your throat
or up your ---.

arghhh.
why does it have to
come out
so soon.
why cant the world end tmr.
why cant a major
unexplained phenomenon
happen.
like a huge gale of wind
suddenly
blows all our papers
into the sea.
why?!!!

okayy.
i'm being unfair.
maybe to some people
who are actually looking
forward
to recieving their results.
i rephrase my wish.

why couldnt the
person who was marking my math
script have
been smoking at that moment.
(presuming of course he or she smokes)
and suddeenly, a lit ember falls onto the
paper
and it starts to burn.
burn.
burn.
and the marker is too shocked
to react until its too late
why couldnt that have happened.

why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

of all the things that happen
every single day,
why cant that happen just for once!!!!!!!!!


you know what,
if i had a remote that could control time
like the one that
adam sandler had in
the movie click.
i wouldnt be dumb and stupid like him.
he totally misused the thing la!

i would even be nice and change your lives too.

Ooooooooooo.
imagine the stuff i could do.


anyways.
can you hear my blog song yet?
or do i have to continue yakking.

just to be safe.


guess what happened last
at my workplace.
(oh, in case you are wondering,i
try to refrain from mention the
company's name, in case i get sued or so something)
well you can never be too sure.

ya.
anyway.
a group of guys broke in.
yupp.
at like midnight or so.
and they stole over 10 000 dollars
worth of clothing and stuff.
yupp.
mainly,
calvin klein,
addidas
topman
and levis were hit.
hahaha.
and when i heard,
i was like so awestruck.

like wow!!!
immediately i thought
of ocean's eleven.
hahah.
i thought it was so cool.
well.
until i heard that they got caught.

yaaaaaaaaaaa.

like so spoiler right?
and there i was..
filled with respect for
those thieves.
fun suckers.

well.
it appears that the alarm
went off.
hahah.
and they took too long.
they even had time to choose
what they prefered.
they took 20mins or so.

waaaaayy too long.

sigh.
their biggest mistake.
i suppose the idea
was there.
but sadly.....
hahaha.
oh well.s


hows the blog song?
nice?
i presume you are perhaps halfway through it?
dont tell me it hasnt even started.
i'm out of stuff to say.

hmmmmmmm.

ohhhhhhhhhh.
i'm watching this korean show now.
and i'm dying.
arghhhhhhh.
the guy is just the best.
and the girl is so pretty.
i mean,
thats all that counts in
a drama series.
i hope it never ends.
sighh.
what would i give to trade places with
the lead female character.

anywayss.
my brother is chasing me away.
guess i've hogged the com
for long enough anyway.
yes.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.


thanks for the song.
one more thing to remind me
of you.

spent the day making pineapple tarts
with my grandma.
i suppose its good
bonding and all.
i swear my pineapple tarts are good.
but somehow it appears
that sk and bryan dont think so.
they say that there isnt enough
pineapple.
well.
thats true,
but only cause i
painstakingly removed bits of the
pineapple when my grandma wasnt looking.
i swear.
i hate pineapple.
i just like the pastry.

maybe you guys should try some.
there are loads left.
my aunt made me bring
them home,
cause she said that
they looked too sad
to be given to other people.
not enough pineapple.
whatever.
anyway,
more for me then.


gotta go prepare for work soon.
ughh.
i really dread it.
i wonder if my
incharge is working
today.

i wanna quit now.


i should have had
more faith in you.
i supposed i had all along.
i just didnt wanna admit it.
i'm so glad.
the stars are back in my
night sky.



Which star are you from?

i'm in a very sour mood.
dont ask why.
i just am.
i suppose its an accumulation
of everything.


anyways.
work stinks.
and i'm missing all my friends.

thankfully.
i meet cheryl, connie and sk,
often.
sadly,
vann, grace yow and maine maine
are like................
how ever.
i know the bond is still there.
since we have survived school
together.
our friendship
should be able to withstand
a mere few months.

vann.
i miss your silly
"Heeeeeeee" laughter thing.
and the way you go
"please...." den roll your
eyes when i say something bhb.
i also miss the way
your eyes light up
when you talk about leo
or when you're hungry
and see something yummy.


grace.
i miss how our eyes meet
when we both notice something
funny,
that only we understand.
amd how we burst into
embarassingly loud laughter.
and i miss how you always shoot
me about all the things i borrow
and never have the grace to return.
and how we always take turns
to force alph to carry our bags.
haha.


maine maine.
i miss your appreciation
of dark humour
and how sometimes only
you really get my catty
observation of people.
i miss how we'll spot hot guys together
and the obscene way
you lick and pout your
already pouted lips as they
walk past.
and how you'll suck in your breathe
and let it out with a sizzle
as you jiggle to some
hot dancestep.


you see.
i know all of you so well.
now you know the prowress
of silent observation.
ha!
(oh.. Ha! is so sk)
haha.

yupp.
i miss someone else too.
but apparently.
she doesnt seem to
remember me.
and everytime i hear
certain songs,
i think of her.
cause she used to force me
to listen to all
the new cool
songs she place in her phone.
some of which i would go home
and try to download.
i miss the way her littlest actions made me
feel wanted and needed.
like how she'd pull me along.
or pat the chair beside hers
asking me to sit beside her.


sadly.
thats all in the past.
she doesnt really need me
anymore.



finally.
i miss angie.
its silly.
cause she lives just
a stones throw away.
i miss our duets.
and how we both have the
same storyline for music videos.
haha. and how we'd get so excited
as we take turns
adding to the dramatic scenes.
i miss how angie swings her arms
as thougb she 's running
when she's excited.
and how she squeals
when she does something
embarrassing.


sigh.
i have so much more to say
about all of you.
but my shoulders are kinda aching
cause i'm like slouching in the chair
and stretching to type.
haha.
and i have to stick my
neck out slightly.
urghh.
okayy.
i shall stop here.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.



Will the stars shine the same
on your side of half the world away?

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