total destruction, my perfection.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

hello.
din go school today
so decided to blogg.
tomorrow is sports day.
i'm so not looking forward to it.
like eww.
all my memories of sports days
are of
standing under the hot
sun feeling all
sweaty and sticky
and overheated
waiting for someone
else to recieve a trophy.
not a good experience at all.
i feel like ponning
sports day tomorrow.
but i dun think so.
cos it might be too
much hassle and trouble.
might as well enjoy my last
sports day.

oh.
it was the ij
superstar finals yesterday!
hahaha.
it was great.
grace sang 2 popular jay zhou
songs.
hei se mao yi
and
an jing.
she was great.
the onli one with the
star quality.
really.
and she had the most supporters.
and the best
posters la.
haha.
posters for her too.
five a3 sheets.
G R A C E.
in red and black with silver things.
it was quite nice.
until i spoiled it
by drawing
multi coloured stars on it.
and i ruined it.
but it took me ages kayy.
cos i onli had one small paintbrush.
cos my stupid
sister played with
all the paintbrushes.
painted until i almost died.

grace yow.
u better appreciate my
hard work.

aniways.
she got third.
dats really good.
cos the other winners
could sing really well.
and they were really tough
competitors.

over all.
i think everything went okayy.
except for some fuckers.
who were being super fucked up.
i shalll not elaborate.
refer to grace's blogg for more details.
i dunno if she'll talk about it though.
and that stupid gay judge.
he's so annoying.
but who cares.
no wonder he's onli good
enough to be
invited as a judge
to such a
miniscule event.
haha.
loser.

kayy.
thats all.
i'm waiting for time to pass.
so that my friends in school
will be able to play
with me later.
yupp.
toddles.

spoke at : 8:11 PM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

okayy.
i have absolutely nothing
to blog about today.
hmmm.
lalala.
and why is that?
because i dun have a life.
yes.
even if i do.
its a lousy
unfufilling
routine life.

i need change.
i crave it!
arrgghhh.
i think i'm going mad.
well good.
den at least it will
be something
different for a change.

bye bye.

spoke at : 6:29 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

hello.
do muh for the whole
down syndrome thing.
like whatever.
i din even see
anyone la.
chey.
what a let down.
not that i'm twisted
and get a kick out of
seeing them.
its just that i thought
we'd actually get to
maybe at least get a look at them
but noooo....
nothing.
oh wells.
haha.

haha.
school was damn slack today.
for once
i din have to walk about
going to different classes.
haha.
i miss just being able
to slack in my seat
waiting for the teachers to come in.
haii.
the good ole days.

ohh.
grace yow
was behaving damn childishly today.
she was still angry over
what happened
yesterday.
and basically
what happened yesterday
was that she wanted to borrow
a contact lens holder
from me.
and she asked me
to go down
and all the way to seven eleven
to pass it to her.
like hello!
since she wants it.
den she should
come get it right.
siao.
she argues that i should be a
fren and pass it to her.
well.
my argument
is that she should be a fren
and come get it from me.
haha.
right?!
she mad.
aniway.
she saw me after school today
and went into one of her
violent fits.
hahahaha.
honestly.
i cant do much when she chooses to
do that.
cause she's kinda unstoppable.
actaully.
maybe not.
its just that i dun exactly
think that i have
the physical strength
to defend myself.
from siao yow.
haha.
well.
wadda you know.
it rhymes.
siao yow.
aniway.
she threw my bag into the dustbin
hrrrrrrrr.
like i had to count to 10 la.
irritating.
luckily
i am rather experienced
in dealing with her.
and i have practiced the art of paitience
which is a definate must
when u are best frens with
an escaped mental
paitient
from woodbridge.
i mean like what the hell!
nuts ar!
you have issues man grace yow!

and i hope u are practicing
your singing
for the finals.
please get the disc stuff all ready
by then
cause u dun wan
a repeat episode
of what happened
the last time.
idiot.

okayy la.
i'm sleepy.
going to bed now.
byee.

spoke at : 5:50 AM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

urrghhh.
not that i wanna sound
complainy all the time.
but my eyes huurrrrt!
those pimply thing have
attacked both my eyes.
and feels like i'm having
dry eyes 24/7
urrgghhh.
this really sucks.
and i cant blink too often
cause it hurts even more!
why...
tell me what did i do
to deserve this....

aniway.
heehee.
school was okay today.
we had a late recess at like 1130
it was kinda weird.
but nice
cos there was no queue
and all.
but its not like queues
ever bother you
if you dont ever queue
in the first place.
hahaha.

after scool today
there were like loads of other
skool people.
milling around our school grounds
and canteen.
i dont think there was a
single cute guy in sight
honestly.
but just in case
i'll wear my contacts
tomorrow.
hehe
doesnt kill to be cautious.
harhar.
aniway.
they came for the buddy
walk thing.
yupp.
the down syndrome
people
and chij tp
has decided to merge
and do fun stuff together.
like buddy walks?
i dun really know the details.

so there will be loads of
dsa people ard.
and reporters too.
to ask for our comments and stuff.
thats why we arent following
the homeroom system tomorrow.
cos the school wants to
"protect" us from the
reporters.
haha.
cos we might slip
and accidentally
say unpropagandish stuff about
our school.
(its just my lil conspiracy theory)
and someone might leak
out stuff horrible stuff
like our bras actually get confiscated
and all.
actually,
ive kinda been hoping something like
that happens.
that'll teach em!

but i hope
i dun run into any reporters
and all.
or even the dsa people.
cos i dun think i
will be able to trust myself
not to stare too rudely.
whoops.

know what.
i'm actually
wondering if anyone
even visits my blogg.
or bother reading
the posts that
i've painstakingly
updated as regularly as
my wonky com will allow.
geez.
wad a depressing thought.
shall not ponder.

ohh.
aniway.
my show is starting.
i shall stop here for now.
maybe i'll update later again.

spoke at : 3:41 AM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

hi.
drats.
school starts tomorrow.
and i'm totally
dreading it.
i have like
tons of homework.
waiting and beckoning.
and have i mentioned that
my room looks like
world war 3 just happened.
it kinda irks me
just to look at all the mess.

urrghh.
u know what.
i think i'm gonna
have a pimple near my eye.
wassits called?
sty?
yupp.
i think i'm gonna have that.
on both eyes.
cos they both hurt.
does sty make u blind?
i heard i leaves a
permanent scar behind.
oh joy.
or maybe my eyes are just
infected.
haha.
thats surely gonna make me blind.
haii.
lets wait and see.

i did nothing
today.
woke up late.
ate.
den went back to sleep.
haha.
and i woke up just in time
to catch
the most
irritating drama series
in the world.
really.
its mother of all
long, draggy, weepy
shows.
but the worst part is
that,
i'm hooked.
really.
despite how much i roll my eyes
at the actress
and curse her for crying for like
the 20th damn time in the show
i cant seem to change the channel.
haii.
this pathetic.hahaha.
love it.

i seriously
havent spoken to
mt parents for like ages.
i'm okayy with it i guess.
like whats there to be
not okayy with?
no ones bugging me.
i'm kinda surprised
that my mother hasnt
stuck out the olive branch yet
though.
this is like the first time
she hasnt
tried to call for a truce
maybe she's just sick of me.
haha.
well..
its mutual.
my dad is another case.
i cant completely ignore him.
otherwise i'll
probably be sent to the hospital.
so i do speak to him occasionally.
the bare minimum.
its a good thing that school
is starting in a way.
cos if not.
i'd have probably forgotten how
to speak already.

okayy.
dats all.

spoke at : 3:14 AM

spoke at : 3:14 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

hello.
i think my com is screwed.
i cant seem to sign into msn.
oh wells.

today was a fun boring day.
boring cause i couldn't
go out and stuff.
but fun cause my friends came
and entertained me.
haha.
yupp.

earlier in the day,
i went to the library
with sukkian.
hahaha.
we has sucha lot of fun
really.
i know this sounds damn geeky.
but its true .
i love the library
and i love books!
aniway,
after that we met seshaa.
and we had loads of girl gossiping
and we watched a romantic comedy thing
movie.
haha.
it was perfect la.
how to lose a guy in 10 days.
sounds so corny.
but its really nice and sweet.
if only all that stuff
happens in reality.
yeah rite.
thats why they call it a movie.

kate hudson is really pretty though.
its like she glows and all.
haii.

afterwards.
when seshaa left,
grace and vanesa came over to my place.
i havent seen her in ages.
haha.
she's always busy being nice.
doing stuff for others.
go vann!
but must remember to make some time
for your own social life ya.

i helped her think of a slogan
to match the greenhouse banner!
heh.
normally,
it's done the other way.
i know.
like usually the slogan is
thought of first,
den the banner will be designed to
match the slogan.
right?
but there were some
problems.
so yupp.
haha.
i thought of the slogan!
"vines of victory, attaining glory"
haha.
okayy.
so it doesnt sound so good here.
but its supposed to match the banner.
which is a trophy wrapped in vines
surrounded with
flowers and rainbows.
yupp.
so thats the best i can manage.;
i hope they approve of it.
so at least i wilbe able to say that i contributed
to green house.
and the slogan is quite an important thing.
yeah!
haha.
tml i will be going to school really early to
help vann mix the colors and blend it all.
my art stinks.
and i cant possibly see
how i'll even be usefull at all
but oh well.
i'm trying to be helpful and participative.
for once.

haii.
i'm bored of life.
it seems so stagnant and
meaningless.
hmmmm.
i need to do some soul
searching.
hehe.
weird.

my brother has gone for camp.
and i miss him already.
cause i will have no one else to talk to.
now that my only
ally at home is gone
haii.
this stinks.
actually.
its kinda okayy la.
i have the com.
and my endless supply of trashy
romance novels.
thats all i need really.

okayy.
thats all.
byeeeee.

spoke at : 6:29 AM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

woohoo.
my mood today is
just slightly bettter den yesterdays.
it still sucks.
i have nothing to blogg about.
since i haven done anything
today
or even gone anywhere.
neither will i be going anywhere
later.

all i did today was
make a mess in the kitchen
trying to cook pasta.
i mean.
pasta's like the easiest thing to
make rite?
like all you have to do is
boil the pasta
and heat up the sauce
add some crap.
den
wa la!
you get spaggetti!
right?
wrong.
my pasta sucked.
i din even eat it.
hmmm.
what went wrong.
lets see.
where do i even begin.
the pasta was undercooked.
it was hard and rubbery.
haha.
i left the sauce on the stove
and went to the sofa to continue reading
my book.
and promptly forget about it.
so all the meat and stuff.
got burnt and
like 50 percent of it
got stuck to the pot.
hahaa.

so i just threw everything away.
im sucha idiot.
like really.
i cant do anything right.
lets see.

1) i cant balance on the bus
2) i dun have a sense of rythm (ask grace)
3) i really cant dance to save my life
4) i cant cook anything.
5) i have no sense of direction
6) toa payoh lorong 1 is my world
7) zero responsibilty
and the list goes on......

haii.
need i say more.
this stinks.
but at least i'm good
about bitching
about what i'm not good at.
hahahahha.
see.
i'm not that useless afterall.

what i need is
someone to bitch to.
who will heed my cry
for help.

one last thing to bitch about.
i'm starting to hate someone
its a slow thing.
like all the
anger and irritation is mounting
slowly.
and i cant help but
detest that person.
a person i used to enjoy being with.
i feel like i was used.
toyed with.
gosh.
i sound like some scary psychotic person.
no la.
onli one side of me thinks like that.
my other side is still okay
with that person.
so lets see
which side will win.
hahaha.
care to place a bet?

okayy.
im done here.
later.

spoke at : 12:22 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

yoyoyo.
haha.
this week has been
really..
how do i put this.
screwed?
not exactly.
but it hasnt been
the best week ever though.
the situation at home
has actually worsened.
i din think it could get any
worse.
but i guess i was wrong.
shant elaborate though.
i dun really wann to
air my dirty laundry
in public.
err.
is that how the saying goes?
all i can say is that
i've reached the breaking point.

anyway.
today was a really funn day.
woke up early for art camp.
spent 3 hours slacking and drawing abit.
did something naughty.
den after that
i went to k box
hahaha.
i've been longing to K
for like ages already.

we sang our usual songs.
haha.
it was germaine's birthday!
and she looked gorgeous!
she, grace and i were
like the main hoggers
of the mikes.
it was so fun to sing.
haii.
wang lee hom songs are super nice.
and he's really really
cute.
haii.
i think i've found a
new crush.
haha.
well.
he can join the pile
of my collection of heart throbs.

connie was rather quite though
well.
quieter den usual.
i think she feeling abit down.
well
i bet u its this sucker
thats been causing her all this
grieve.
sucker.
connie cheer up ya.

i dun really
feel happy either.
tomorrow,
while everyone is
out happily clubbing
and shaking their booty.
i'll be lounging around
in my prison.
reading my stupid books.
well.
not that i'm not grateful
for my books.
without them
i'll really be stuck with nothing
to do.
someone.
help me...
save my from
my downhill life.
arghhhhhhhh.....

i'm feeling so pissed and
angry with the
whole world now.
i just wanna kick and
scream at someone.
ugh.
i guess this
so not a good time
to blog.
haha.
everything is just negetive.
i'm so pissed.
will someone be nice
and let me
vent my anger on you??
i guess not.
cos everything suckss.
and everyone is busy
having funn.

crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap
crap

this has not been a happy blog.
i shant bother to
deface my blog
anymore with my
angry ranting.
i will return when i have
something nice to say.

spoke at : 6:18 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

today was a bittersweet day in school.
the bitter part was my results.
they sucked.
well i guess i deserved it.
haha.
i've been bumming around.
i really really need to
start focusing know.
i dun wanna be stuck
with bad grades forever.

the sweet part was
ij superstar!
hahaha.
grace was awesome!
she so has the X factor.
really.
it was a blessing in disguise
initally,
when she was like the last
contestant to perform.

at first,
we were all like urrgghh.
grace is the last performer.
means the crowd will be like
totally unhyped by then.
and we would have to wait so long just to
watch her perform.
but it was really lucky that she was last.
she ended the show with sucha bang.
haha.
she had the lergest number of supporters.
it was really like a mini concert for her.
and the impromptu
song that she had no choice
but to sing was "jie kou" by jay zhou.
was also a big blessing indisguise.
she sang it really well. woo.
haha.
grace.
all our session at k box
have been so worth it!
i'll never say that k box is a waste of cash
ever again.
haha.
when she sang,
one whole large group of us
were like
waving our arms.
you know,
like the typical concert thing.
it was damn cool.
even the judges(teachers)
had this look on their faces.
i dunno how to describe it.
like they were all awed by
the whole grace and her many fans thing.
it was damn cool!

grace.
remember ur best fren when
you become famous ya.
haha.
i want free concert tickets.
and my name in bold
in the acknowledgement
corner.
when ur cd comes out.
i also one u to help me pull strings
and get me a leading role in a movie.
perferably,
ur movie.
ahaha.
many thanks.

had photo taking session.
today.
i dunno why the photographer
decided to put me right in the
centre
at the back row.
i'm not even that tall.
so he made me stand on books
and that made me look really tall.
it was quite funny.
i bet u i'll look bad.
yes.
so if u all want a good laugh.
go look for me
in the school year book.
i'm so used to it.
haha.

yupp.
thats all i wanna say really.
my chinese show is starting alreday.
and i dun wanna miss it.

theres league kids session tml.
and i haven prepared my
lent explanation yet.
shitt.
nvm.
later later.
haha.
byee.

spoke at : 4:39 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

harlow.
i'm sucha pigg.
really.
went on a binge today.
u know wad.
i need to start dieting.
really.
urgghhh.
but i dun think i have the will power.
so i came up with a plann
for that.
haha.
lets see if i stick to it.
be ready to see a
brand new sara by the end of the march hols.
i aim to lose 3 kg or more!
wish me luck people!!!

okayy.
on to other stuff.
haii.
i have to remember to
get session stuff all ready.
and to call up the people in
my ministry.
must remember.
remember.
remember.

i really wanna go for the Romp thing at Zouk.
but.
since i'm currently
in the middle of a cold war with
the people who brought me
into this world,
i'm not so sure about being allowed to go.
but actually.
thinking about it.
even if i'm on good terms with them
i dun think they'll allow me aniways.
suckers.

its underage la.
not like i'm going to have
to sneak in or anything.
geez.
no alcohol.
so wad could possibly go wrong la.
besides.
they can trust me.
i'm not a duddering idiot.
but no...
they decided to act like
responsible parents for once.
amd they think they are doing the
right thing by confiding me
here.
wrong move.
this is just gonna make me
wanna purposely
go against them.
which shows my low level of
maturity
which again enforces why they have
decided to keep a tight rein on me.
hahaha.
but all these prove my mature understanding.
see.
haha.
nvm.
i'll find a way to go.
by hook or by crook.
i will.
i will.
i will.
humph.

theres a party at two places
this saturady also.
one at
madam wongs.
the other at some
other place.
which i cant remember.
but i dun think i'm going
wont have time to get ready.
after mass and all.
besides.
my parents.
remember?
sheesh.

well.
this is it for today.
been just talking rubbish
anyway.
got nothing else to do anyway.
the com is sort of the only thing i can
talk to now.
my brother's not even home yet.

spoke at : 4:35 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

yoyoyo.
hahaha.
super long sinced i blogged.
bet you've all been itching for
more of me.
heh.
hahaha.
just kidding.
well.
my excuses for not blogging are justifiable kayyy.
i've been dying to blog also kayy.
its supposed to be theraputic or something.
and i think i need the therapy.
hahaha.
really.
been damn pissed

*mutter curses.

my parents are just shit
pure shit.
arghhhhh.
i got into a fight with them on saturday.
and i'm still not talking to them.
suckers.
i could go on forever.
they are unreasonable can.
gkjfdoiv juefg jsdfjhkglk.
humph.
wadever.
plus on saturday i got scolded by
someone else also.
i was really pissed that night.
really really really.
well.
but its over anyway.
i shant dwell
in crappy moments.
*breathe.....

therefore.
being at home these days
is just like
living alone.
i could get used to it i supposed.
in a way its better.

anyway.
theres photo taking tml.
hahaha.
the single shots.
the mosrt impt.
this year,
i swear i'll take a decent shot.
hopefully
no one will look at
the old ones animore.
i look like shyytttee
in them.
pls god.
give me a decent shot this year.
my final year.

u noe wad
i think i dun really know how to smile
hmm.
shall practice later.

haii.
i feel like somethings weighing me down.
dunno la.
stinks la.
like i'm sad over something.
but i just cant put my finger on it.
sighh.
feeling sad stinks.

lemme see.
wads else can i say.
hmmm.
haha.
oh yar.
did something really naughty on saturday
hahahaha.
makes me laugh just to think about it
of course i'm not gonna say what i did.
its illegal.
so dun get ur hopes up.
hahahaha
but it was damn funn!!!
woo!
dangerous though.
shall think twice about doing it again.
or maybe nott.
hahahahaha.

okayy. dats all i wanna say for now.
america's next top model has started 15 mins ago.

oh yes.
one more thing.
alph.
dun feel too bad la.
everything will work out.
u still have ur
favourite mei!!!

okayy.
byee.

spoke at : 6:28 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

hello.
Ooooooo.
*clears throat
i bring good news.

haha.
grace yow has gotten into
ij superstar!!!
yay!
hahaha.
the judges must be deaf rite
hahaha.
no la.
just kidding.
grace can so sing!!!
go man grace!
i'm ur number one fan!
hahaha.

anyway.
goodnews aside.
i failed my art ca.
yupp.
i din even know we had to hand up all the art stuff.
for marking today.
until like 1030 last nite.
when i recieved the sms.
shitt rite.
yupp.
how can i have many drawings
when i just only changed my theme.
this is so unfair.
and i din even know
about the ca la.
haii.
oh wells.
art stinks.

i think that all our art teachers except for
mrs zailee
are slightly..
whacked.
really.
miss ho sure is.
she looks like the type that
listens to monk chantings at home.
and depends on essential oils to survive.
miss lao,
resembles the character
in the movie psycho.
its true.
there was this once.
when we all had to do pottery.
and she was teaching us how to work
the clay.
she took the rolling pin
and started whacking
the clay.
that was really freaking.
i can so imagine
her with a chopping knife in her hands.
chopping away on some dead body.
so needless to say.
i will probably end up an art teacher.
haii.
hahaha.
no la.
i dun like art.
and i dun dream of
imparting my knowledge to
bratty, undeserving kids.
i'll probably wanna stab them
with color pencils.

hmmm.
there was a bitch fest going on in class today.
hahaha.
i really never knew
how mean someone cld be.
shocking really.
almost at my level.
:))

i cant wait to dress and
and hit the shops tml.
haven been to town for ages.
suffering from withdrawal alr.
hanging out wid my girlfrens are the best thing.
hu needs immature stupid lil boys.
har!
take that
all u guys out there!!!

okayy.
i'm done here.
gonna watch my soppy
romance drama like some
pathetic loser.
byeeeeeee!

spoke at : 4:58 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

i changed the font yesterday.
since someone said that my
previous font was hard to read.
humph.
but i shall use it again.
its not hard to read wad.
besides.
its the biggest.
and i like!

anyway.
school was not bad today.
haha.
the onli thing that spoilt it was
pe.
eww.
haha.
i really hate conditioning.
runn.situps.run.pushups+dips.run.pull ups.
sick! sick! sick!
plus we also played rugby.
i swear.
rugby is a crazy game.
the dodging and running with
the ball to goal is okayy.
(i managed to score a goal for my team!!! by doing that!!! hahahahaha!)
but wad i really cant stand is the
tackling.
honestly.
i cant tackle to save my life.
i tried jumping on toad
and putting all my weight on her,
by hanging on her, dangling off the ground.
but i still cant bring her down la!
but i must say that toad is the strongest la.
unstoppable.
err.
wait.
ha!
jerlyn is the unstoppable one.
hahaha.
dun be fooled by her 24 hr ditsy
appearance.
she's a nut on the rugby field.
she's like some unstoppble
machine la.
the minute the grabs the ball.
u can just forget about
trying to stop her.
she charges like hell.
and when she's on the ground,
she clings to the ball
like how a koala bear
hugs a tree.
hahahaha.
really.
even worse is when she tackles you.
hahaha.
trust me.
i've been at the recieving end of it.
haha.
one minute i was happily
running to the goal
with the ball in my hands.
den the next second,
i was on the grass!
it was crazy la.
jerlyn is like damn good mann!
next time must have her in our grp.
sure win!
go jer!!!
woo!
hahaha.

i must really complain about our school field grass.
the size of our pathetic field is like bad enough.
now the grass is like brown la!
and its hard and sratchy!
loads of us got scratches and grazes alr.
might as well play on the court.
seriously.
its like not funn to fall on the grass in our sch field.
ewww.

anyway.
hahaha.
my maths test was back
as usual.
i failed it.
but i did improve.
instead of 5 this time,
i got 7 over 20.
i guess thats not really sumthing to be
happy about.
:(
oh wells.

art was just weird today.
miss ho went crazy.
and she started slamming books and files ard.
den she threatened to make us all sit
outside the staffroom
to do our art.
ive never seen her like this.
stressed out yes,
crazy yes,
naggy yes,
but not angry like that.
weirdly,
none of us were scared.
more like irritated.
even jerlyn showed that she was annoyed.
and dats like a rare thing know.
haha.
sehaa was almost shouting at miss ho.
i just kept my mouth shut.
i'm so not gonna give her another opportunity
to report me,
whatever she might say about
she not liking to do stuff behind people's backs.
like hu cares now.
seriously.
its juts too risky.
even if she's really a nice person behind
all that nagging.

besides i was busy
trying my hardest to draw
and not tear my work up.
yupp.
so no time to bother about
over reacting art teachers.

after art.
school ended.
so i went home with angie
to watch our show!
hahahaha.
dats like the highlight of the day!
i just love my romantic drama shows
with the hot guys and perfect girls.
yea.
its soppy and weepy.
but i loooveee it!
hahaha.
an escape to dream world.
kekeke.

my mum went slightly nuts just now.
humph.
she snapped at me
and threw my hair clipps in the bin.
like is she nuts?!
wth la.
she said i raised my voice her at when she ask me
to put them away properly.
all i told her was that that
was the proper place i always put them.
so i can find them easily in the morning.
den she just went nuts.
like how can dat be my fault.
so i got so angry after that.
and i shouted back at her and called her crazy.
den i kicked the bin.
and everything came out.
but i just walked away.
and slammed the dorr.
know wad.
i think i have a anger management issue.
hahahaaha.
really.
what do u all think?
but she started it wad.
humph
haii yah.
hu cares la.
besides.
sulking will give me a good excuse to
skip dinner.
hahaha.
i'm sucha spoiled, immature
annoying brat.
kekeke.

okayy.
dats all for now.
i think my com cannot take already.
byee.

spoke at : 4:06 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

nyahahahha.
was busy watching outsiders 2 today.
anyone who catches me watching the show
will definately think i'm nuts
really
i dun only talk to the
characters on the tv.
i scream at them.
scold them.
make funn of them
i basically just treat the tv
like its a fren
sometimes when i catch myself
doing this.
i start laughing at myself.
haha.
den i wonder wad would people think of me
if they saw me laughing to myself.
hahahha
dat makes me laugh even harder.
i'm nuts rite. haha.

anyway.
school was normal today.
actually,
i doubt there will ever be a day when i
feel that school is funn.
haha.
i just hate it la.

u know wad.
i'm sucha sucker for getting into trouble.
trouble came looking for me again today.
haii.
my art teacher keeps on complaining about us.
and we keep on having reports made against us.
and all these gets filed into the
freaking cockpit system again.
i must have like tons of bad records alr la.
sighh.
plus my form teacher alr said that
this is like the final warning
all art students in miss ho's class la.
one more time and
the school will take action.
hmmm.
like wad i wonder.
suspension?
cannot be that serious rite.
i seriously haven done anyting
for like ages alr la.
haii.
this just sucks.

hmmmm.
actually wanted to bogg summore.
but.
too sian.
yupp.
haha.
will blogg again tomorrow.
tata.

spoke at : 4:55 AM