Sunday, May 14, 2006


okayy. this is going
to be a serious post.
for the fisrt part mostly.

i have no idea whats happening
to me.
i'm not even sure
if some of my friends
can recognize me anymore.
i for one barely know myself.
i dont have a aim.
a clue.
dont think i'm enjoying
what i've become.
i cant help it.
circumstances are not ideal.
when are they ever.
i miss some parts of my
life that i know are over.
but i cant go back.
i'm out too far.
i'm sorry if i've let you all down.
i really hate myself for that.
i'm surrounded by people,
friends.
but i still feel like
the only person in this world.
and when i drink,
it all comes out.
ihateit.

my new life
is crazy.
but i embrace it.
cause it lets me forget.
forget what i lost.
forget what i dont wanna feel.

to all who feel
like you dont know me anymore.
sorry.
you all are impt to me.
do i still matter?

i know everyone has their
own shit to go through.
no one has time
to listen to other people's shit.
so i'm not
gonna freak if no one bothers
to reply me.
but i just wanna know
if i'm as alone as i feel.
am i?

to those who i've been around with.
i know i can be a mean
bitch most of the time.
like some poison.
sorry too.
just put up with me.
becos you guys are
what i have left.

i can deal with
my family,
my school,
my life,
but if i dont have my
friends.
i wont know what to do.

i'm slipping away
from everything
i love.

sorry
;if i've forgotten you
;if i've been a bitch
;if i dont seem to appreciate you
;if i've been selfish.

i just want you to know
that i love you all.
even if it seems like i dont.

spoke at : 7:00 AM

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