okayy. so i'm back. actually, i blogged like yesterday. but the com was screwed. and just when i finished like a long long long post i lost everything. omg. it was damn sickening. i was throwing single bad word i ever learnt at the computer screen. haha. lets not go back there.
anyway, it was kinda like a good thing. cos i was abit emo yesterday nite thus my feelings were kinda emo. and i would be embarrassed today. so good! haha. a blessing in disguise.
okayy. so basically. i have just been slacking for the past days ever since dance nite. nothing exciting really happend. except for the fight thing. which goes to show how boring my life really is. hahaha.
the fight was too intense for me. haha. really. used think that watching people fight would be exciting. like watching an action show., haha. boy was i wrong.
i mean. its kinda like a show. except that it matters more cos you know the actors personally they are ur friends and its real. haha. so the stakes are that if anyone gets hurt, its for real. *shudders.
call me swa gu or whatever. haha. but i thought the whole thing was utterly nerve wrecking. really la. and the best part is that i din actually get to see the actually fighting. i was onli there earlier. during the "settling" part.
why the hell do they call it settling. what was settled? i dun think anyting was even settled la. maybe except for who's gonna whack who. hahaha.
i have to admit though. in a sick twisted way. it was exciting. but i din really like the feeling. mixed emotions. hmmm.
anyway. its over. hopefully.
hmm. what else. ohh. nat has been coming over alot. yupp. she stayed over yesterday. we slept at 6 la. haven meet jer they all for quite afew days already. hopefully we'll meet tml. they are all busy with the guys. :((
haven gone out wid f7 also. i think evryone's busy. but i hope we meet up soon. for k boxing or somthing yea. hahaha.
oakyy. lets have a short emo session. just a small short wann. i promise. haha. if u dun wanna read it. u can skip to the end. haha.
i wish i could learn to let go sometimes. its like i can never seem to just not hold on tightly onto everything. in a way, i guess it good in certain aspects. but somtimes it can suck big time too. like i never forget. and never get over.
maybe i have in some ways. but i feel that somehow i always leave a part of me behind. is that normal?
oh wait. why am i even talking as if i've been involved with anyone before hahah. its not like i have. haha. okayy. so much for being emo. i dont even have a good excuse for being emo.
shit. haha. whatever. it's just how i feel la.
anyway. i'm stopping here. hope to catch up with everyone soon.
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