ohh. i didnt go for mass yesterday. i have sorta concluded. that if i suddenly die now. i'll probably either go straight to hell, or i'll spend like a gazillion years in purgatory. i'd better start bucking up spiritually man. otherwise i'm like so dead.
anyways. went to town yesterday. met the three longs. haha. din do much la. just chilled. i have bruises where lover bit me. i have been bitten by her so many times that i feel incomplete without her bites. yea rite. i wish. stop biting me la lover. you're mad lor.
know what. i have concluded that the month of june is like pure shitnesss for couples. i'm not in a relationship myself. so i cant be totally sure. if you are in a relationship, is it like shit now?
i was supposes to go for the guides walkaton today. sadly. i din in the end. dont get me wrong though. i really wanted to go. really. i was quite excited abt it last night. haha. but when i woke up this morning at 6. i called vann. and she said she not going alr cos she was running a fever. and tan suk kian totally forgot about it. so i was kinda disappointed and relieved at the same time. went back to sleep.
yupp. thats all. i will blog again later.
i found out something from my mum last night. devasting news. i had suspected it all along. but i never really totally believe it. what i heard really just seemed to confirm it for sure. i was at lost for words. really. feel like i'm living in a fucking soap opera. its so hard to go on pretending like i dont know anything. especially when i saw the crumpled piece of paper. why did you leave it there. on purpose? did you want us to find out? you set all the rules. you make us dance to your tunes. what else do you want. i wish i could say i dont give a damn. but i cant . not this time. there is a limit to how much i can throw at the back of my mind and pretend it doesnt exist. i want to do something drastic to trigger evrthing off. anything is better then this tense waiting.
i think of murder. is it enough? can i kill you over and over again? i want to see you suffer. for evrything you have done to us.
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