Monday, August 07, 2006


hmm.
things are changing now.
i can feel it.
it different.
maybe not for most.
but its definately hitting me hard.

its just mudane, miniscule things.
ordinary things.
that no one else notices but me.
but maybe its just cause
i'm the only one feeling it.
so insignificant,
and yet i let it get to me.
guess that goes to show exactly
how immature i am.

to be fair,
i've been feeling it
for ages.
but lately its been getting hard to ignore.
it seems like everything

is just slipping away.
and the harder i try to grasp it.
the faster it slips away.
and i keep trying and trying.
now i've just given up.
because i've realised
that i cant do anything.
so i'm beginning to except the inevitable.
it's bound to happen to everyone anyway.
at least i'll be prepared for it.

but since i cant stand mood dampeners,
i shant be one myself.
its not fair to spoil everyone's day
just because mine's
like shit all the time.
i sound so horrid.
haha.
its not that bad.
just weird, awkward and different.

i wont think about it.
just let it come slowly.
maybe the tide will change.
perhaps,
by tomorrow.
i will be feeling stupid
for having felt like that.
but it matters today.
and thats all that counts for now.
today.

thats it.


i just hope that when its over.
i'm left with something.



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