hello.
changed my foont.
realised?
haha.
anyways.
i'm very very disturbed.
very.i'm balding.
literally.
my hair is like falling by
the tens.
showering used to be my little haven.
relaxing and refreshing.
now its just pure scary hell.
hell.i'm dying.
i bet i have this disease..
and i just dont know it yet.
bye world.
i used to take my hair for granted.
even to the extend of
pulling it out for
the simple sick fun of it.
now i"m paying for my sins!!!
i'm being punished.
people.
now you know
what to get me for christmas.
a wig.
or maybe everyone could pull
together some cash
for a visit to
Yun nam hair care?
i'm dying.
with every single strand
of hair that gets stuck to my comb,
clustered at the drain cover
in the bathroom,
and caught in my fingers
everytime i run my hands through it,
my soul just ebbs away.
like my hair thats fallin out.
somebody put me out of my misery!!!enough.
stop it.
i'm scaring myself.
arghh.
moving on!!!
its my mum's birthday today.
happy birthday mummy.
oh yes.
tensions are rising.
or maybe they have been.
perhaps i've just been
too caught up
in my own little self pitying world
to notice.
oops.
i'm rather selfish.
guess once in a while.
volcanoes have to erupt
cause the earth has to let out
some steam.
like to prevent overheating?
so its probably a natural thing.
it'll pass people.
anyways.
meant to skip school today.
but got rang up by
jingyi
at like 8am.
(why the hell did i have to stupid answer my hp)
heard that mag low(our form teacher) flipped.
gave us until 9 am to reach school.
haii.
so i had to get out of bed
and get my butt to school.
sadly.
because i assumed that i would not be
attending school..
i happily slept at like 4, 5?
geez.
i'm so sleepy now.
dont wanna go to school tomorrow.
its like a retreat thing tml.
bet people are like gonna cry and all.
boring.
bet i wont shed a tear.
i hope i dont.
probably not.
oh well.
have to check my math paper tml too.
what a sucky day.
bleahh.
thats all.
any advise on
how to deal with hair loss
will be greatly appreciated.
maybe i need to cut my hair?
gasp.
please no..
i have been saving it for grad night.
ahhhhhhhhhhh.
oh well.
byeeeeeee.