is it so hard?
to see whats in front you?
sometimes,
i think we are all born
emotionally blind.
and as we grow up,
we slowly learn to see.
but i guess,
some of us never learn
how to do it.
and because of their failure to do so,
other people get hurt.
because the point that they have been
trying so hard to put across,
gets mis-interpretated,
misunderstood.
but.
no one is to be blamed.
its better if no one knows
or understands.
some things are
left better
undiscovered.
but.
thats just my view.
lately.
things have been
complicated and messy.
everyday just ends up
becoming a whirlwind
of emotions.
bithdays,
celebrations,
exhuberance,
smiles,
laughter,
songs,
hugs,
get togethers,
dinners,
moodswings,
barriers,
helplessness,
irritation,
silence,
neutrality,
replacement,
concern,
curiousity,
resignation,
facades,
hurt,
rejected,
over shadowed,
pain
&
tears.
thats just to list some of
the emtoions.
i'm sure there are more,
that i dont even know
how to spell.
this is what we have been going through
the past few days.
little wonder that we are tired.
satisfied?
happy?
sad?
resigned?
the end is up to you.
why cant be things just
be simpler.
why?
why cant people control
how they feel.
why cant we choose our emotions.
then we'd all choose happiness
forever.
sometimes.
we have to learn to keep it in.
other times,
we have to learn to
read the signs.
occsionally,
we have to be ignorant.
simplicity
is a tiny virtue.
but without it,
everything becomes,
chaotic,
complicated
and messy.
i'm sorry for
speaking in riddles.
but the plain
truth is impossible.