i wanted to hold youlike this,forever.but you let go first.maybe everything has changed now.
maybe i mean nothing to you.
maybe its my fault.
maybe its yours.
i'm so sick of all the
maybes.aren't you?
what is it about you,
that makes me want to throw something.
you speak in riddles.
and i'm not even sure if you are talking about me.
thats almost the worst part.
almost.
you know whats the worst part?
that i want to reach out to you
but i'm not sure if you
still want me there.
i'm so sure you'll push me away.
and if you do,
i'd probably never get over the rejection.
thats how you make me feel.
uneasy
and left hanging.
thanks a bunch.
i'm great at running away from
difficult situations.
in fact,
i excell in feigning ignorance.
dont turn yourself into a
difficult situation.
dont ever.
because i dont want to
run away from you,
when all i really want to do
is walk towards you.
do you understand now?
probably not.
you'll probably never see read this.
and we'll just grow further apart.
well.
i could live with us being strangers.
but that doesnt mean i want to.
do you?