dull dull dull.
whats new to update?
nothing much.
work?
dont talk about it.
its pretty much destroying my
social life.
but i guess time is the true test of friendship.
honestly.
we'll just wait and see how many are left at the end of the day.(and that goes the same for me)
anyways.
i was pretty much in a good mood.
right up till the moment
i thought about you, and you.
you,
i'm happy for you,
yet sad for myself.
not sad exactly.
maybe i'm wistful.
i'd always thought that
no matter what went wrong
during the day,
or however horrible the nights were,
that i'd always have you.
that you'd always be there.
but i guess thats just not anymore.
its different now.
i'm not sure how to behave with you now.
because theres someone else to
keep in mind.
besides.
i bet i hardly cross your mind anymore.
you know,
i still think of you every single day.
in the past,
i had little clues that you cared.
now,
theres barely a trace of me
in your thoughts.
much less your heart.
theres this song i like.
and everytime i hear it,
its talking about us now.
you know the song.
its in your phone.
thats all.
i'd miss you,but you're hardly mine to miss anymore.and as for that someone else.
i want you out ofmy system.hate being stuck in this
stupid game.
make up your mind
or leave me alone.
i want to get over you,
and i'm trying.
you are making things so
fucking difficult.
dont pull me down
with you.
i dont want to be
branded with the same label
that others put on you.
i'm not immoral like you.
i have a plan,oh yes i have a plan.and i plan to stick by my plan.