i'm in a very sour mood.
dont ask why.
i just am.
i suppose its an accumulation
of everything.
anyways.
work stinks.
and i'm missing all my friends.
thankfully.
i meet cheryl, connie and sk,
often.
sadly,
vann, grace yow and maine maine
are like................
how ever.
i know the bond is still there.
since we have survived school
together.
our friendship
should be able to withstand
a mere few months.
vann.
i miss your silly
"Heeeeeeee" laughter thing.
and the way you go
"please...." den roll your
eyes when i say something bhb.
i also miss the way
your eyes light up
when you talk about leo
or when you're hungry
and see something yummy.
grace.
i miss how our eyes meet
when we both notice something
funny,
that only we understand.
amd how we burst into
embarassingly loud laughter.
and i miss how you always shoot
me about all the things i borrow
and never have the grace to return.
and how we always take turns
to force alph to carry our bags.
haha.
maine maine.
i miss your appreciation
of dark humour
and how sometimes only
you really get my catty
observation of people.
i miss how we'll spot hot guys together
and the obscene way
you lick and pout your
already pouted lips as they
walk past.
and how you'll suck in your breathe
and let it out with a sizzle
as you jiggle to some
hot dancestep.
you see.
i know all of you so well.
now you know the prowress
of silent observation.
ha!
(oh.. Ha! is so sk)
haha.
yupp.
i miss someone else too.
but apparently.
she doesnt seem to
remember me.
and everytime i hear
certain songs,
i think of her.
cause she used to force me
to listen to all
the new cool
songs she place in her phone.
some of which i would go home
and try to download.
i miss the way her littlest actions made me
feel wanted and needed.
like how she'd pull me along.
or pat the chair beside hers
asking me to sit beside her.
sadly.
thats all in the past.
she doesnt really need me
anymore.
finally.
i miss angie.
its silly.
cause she lives just
a stones throw away.
i miss our duets.
and how we both have the
same storyline for music videos.
haha. and how we'd get so excited
as we take turns
adding to the dramatic scenes.
i miss how angie swings her arms
as thougb she 's running
when she's excited.
and how she squeals
when she does something
embarrassing.
sigh.
i have so much more to say
about all of you.
but my shoulders are kinda aching
cause i'm like slouching in the chair
and stretching to type.
haha.
and i have to stick my
neck out slightly.
urghh.
okayy.
i shall stop here.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Will the stars shine the sameon your side of half the world away?