my poor old neglected blog.
what has become of you.
sigh.
how bleak my future looks now.
why oh why.
haha.
sorry.
i'm in a melodramatic mood.
anyways.
today was a sunday.
sundays by nature are the most boring of days.
today however,
really took the cake.
the fact that sk has been
deported to the "countryside"
to suffer the remainder of her
aimless days without work or school is a major blow
to me.
with the additional factor of
living with wayward parents,
whom have made me resort to using
the com in secret now.
life stinks.
honestly.
i dont think i'll retake my
o's after all.
i wont be able to do it.
i'm too dumb.
not to mention plain lazy.
pathetic really,
the depth of my self pity.
if i'm not careful,
i'll drown in it.
ughh.
oh sk.
how.
whom to pour out all my woes to now?
i'm in bad need of a cancer stick.
i think i shall go indulge myself.
soon.
how how how.
what will tomorrow be like?
more boredom?
maybe i'll make a trip to the library.
my only escape now.
other then death of course.
which is not even
comtemplatable.
shit.
i have nothing more to say.
i miss my bp.
12 midnight.
on a normal night,
i would be sitting downstairs
at this time,
with you.
now, you're at the other end.
what the fuck.
seriously.
okayy.
going off now.
i shall not plague you
with my incessant whinning.
would you still stay the same,if i moved half the world away.