Careful now, You're so beautiful When you've convinced yourself That no one else is quite as beautiful
hello.
one more day till saturday. no wait. less than that. school ends early tomorrow.
i hate school.
actually. its okayy while i'm attending it. but once i'm on the bus, and going back to my REAL life. i really hate school. i hate going back to that place. hate it with all my heart.
but the funny thing is that. when i'm in school. i dont hate it. really. i just accept it. and even like it at times.
whats wrong with me?
sometimes i wish i would die in my sleep. so that. i wont have to face school in the morning.
of course i dont really WISH that. that would be suicidal. and i'm not into that kinda thing anymore. i just think it. thinking is different from wishing.
oh wells.
all i think about is studying and sleeping. and the worst part is that. these are the two things that i do the least. but they are all i can think about.
food is not even that fun anymore. its just something to stop my stomach from growling.
oh no.
right now. i really want to sleep. cause since i'm too tired to study, i might as well sleep,
but i cant even do that. cause my fucking dad lent my phone to his idiot friend, who has the same phone as i. and wants to take a look at it. so he can compare how incompetent he is at handling his own phone, while he looks at MY phone and marvels over the the personlized ringtone and wallpaper that i have put up, and he could too, if he wasnt so FUCKING STUPID.
and so. i sit here. waiting for my dad to return. hoping that no one has called my phone during this duration. and waiting, to set my bloody alarm clock in my phone. thats responsible for waking me up for school that i totally dread, tomomrrow.