tomorrow is my big day.
my first day plus orientation.
(ughh. my uncle just came from behind me, and i had to close
the page. then he asked why i was being so secretive. like hello.)
anyways.
i'm dreading it.
and at the same time enticipating it.
i really hope it turns out okay.
not the hostile environment that
i have in mind.
please please please.
well. i've thought about it.
the worst case scenario is that
i'll just have my own little corner and
spend all my free time
alone in that corner with my handphone.
its win win.
if i have friends, i'll be happy.
if i dont, i'll have more time to study.
my glass is always half full!
had dinner at lorong 8 yesterday.
ate guay chap.
yumm.
had one and a half bowls.
stayed there with gabby, bryan, joshua, alph, yukai sk and charmaine.
sk and charmaine left earlier.
the ones who had no curfew
(like me for once)
stayed till 3 plus.
it was fun.
rather anyway.
except when they started talking about boring
guy stuff like
soccer, computer games, prisonbreak and National service.
tatoos and piercings,
weren't that bad.
at least they were morbid enpugh to fascinate me.
joshua sympathised with me when he saw my
blank face.
i packed my room today,
:>
forced sk to help me.
thanks to her, we threw away.
4 garbage bags worth rubbish.
due to my "garang-guni" tendencies,
there were many things i wanted to keep,
and have, for years.
stuff like semi used
primary school excercise books,
phamplets, bits of old toys,
melted sweets and dried rotten flowers.
however, sk was adament that
i threw all these stuff away.
in a certain wooden box, we found a maggot.
i didnt even realise it was a maggot at first.
i thought it was just some bead thing.
and i was rolling it around the box.
until sk peered rather closely at it.
and went
"
oh fuck. its a fucking maggot."and we sort of went slightly mad at that point.
as you can probably imagine.
i started running out of the room
running and screaming.
sk just moved her fingers and went
"kyak kyahhhhh"
hahaha.
it took us awhile to settle back down.
as as you can imagine.
none of us wanted to have anything
more to do with the box
nor the particular cupboard that we found it in.
well.
sk the brave did it anyway.
i went for the soap, and scented
baby wipes.
ans we scoured the cupboard.
tidying my room was
an experience.
terrifying and tense.
like you'll never know what you'll
find in a box or
between a dusty pile of worksheets.
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i can proudly say, that my room
is as neat as a pin now.
and it smells good, cause
i lit a raspberry scented aroma therapy candle.
its kinda old though,
so the scent's not that strong anymore.
but its served its purpose.
i think i should go bath now.
i havent you know.
and i've a hundred and one things
to do to get ready for tomorrow.
i need to body alarm clock
tuned back to normal.
no more early mornings and late afternoons.
haha.
okayy.
bye bye.
wish me luck everyone!!!
i'll keep you posted.
oh, hubbs.
can you help me put back the song?
the passwords and stuff is still the same.
:>
i cant help feeling that,you did it on purpose.well, whatever it is,it hurt.