Just woke up from a nice nap.
but the waking up part was slightly scary.
you know how when you fall asleep during the evening,
when its all still bright?
then when you wake up,
you find yourselves in total darkness.
and before you're properly awake,
the darkness and aloneness of it all
just grips you in this sudden cold fear, you feel like you can't breathe for a spilt second?
well, it happens to me all the time.
mainly cause no one is home till about 10 plus at night,
so theres no body to turn on the lights.
well.
it happened to me again.
i woke up lazily,
but froze when i saw that my whole house was in darkness.
and just when i was trying to controll the my facial expression,
(i try to act nonchalant when i'm scared, so that whatever i'm scared of doesnt notice)
the phone rang.
and its really creepy when the phone rings shrilly in an empty dark house.
its funny how so many terrifying thoughts can squeeze themselves into your head
during the single second it takes
to walk to the table to pick up the phone.
and the best part was when i answered,
there was no one on the line.
let me tell you.
my heart stopped for a minute.
it really felt like something from a horror film.
well.
so i just slammed down the phone.
making sure that i muttered curses loudly
trying to feign annoyance and irritation,
when all i fell like doing was screaming my lungs outs.
sometimes i think that before i die of lung, brain or liver cancer,
i'm going to die of fright first.
just like those people in the ring movie.
oh why did i have to remind me self of that.
i'm still alone at home by the way.
and if the phone rings now.
i swear i'm going to have a heart attack.
ON A HAPPIER NOTE,
ermmm.
lemme think.
i cant wait for the weekend.
really.
i'll be having a quite lil getway with f7.
a chalet and bbq in sentosa.
with my parents there of course.
but then again,
sentosa is quite a big island.
:>
anyway.
nat, i would like to ask you to come along.
just you.
cause i like being surrounded by all my favourite people.
(but oil and water dont mix)
and with sk and i there, we'll have a blast.
this way, i get the best of both worlds.
please say you'll come.
i'm supposed to be researching
dengue haemorrhage fever, iv and blood products and transfusions.
have to prepare for my lesson tomorrow.
but i'm sulking.
because,
while everyone has a half day due to teacher's day celebrations,
and get to leave work at 1030,
i have to return to school for lessons from 8-5.
like its almost incredible.
the injustice of it all.
oh god.
i'm hearing thumping sounds from the ceiling.
fuck it all.
let me play music.
fuck fuck fucketty fuck.
God,
i've lost my mood to blog.
i shall be focused,
and do my research.
toodles.