




yes.
and these are just the front few photos in my phone.
i had plans to post up like more pics.
but.......
i think its kinda due to me
being an un techonology savvy person.
somehow.
i'm like limited to five images on my blog.
i know there's a way of getting around that.
come on.
just look at connie's blog,
so obviously,
i'm lacking quite abit of image uploading info.
so yupp.
know what sucks?
i have to work longer shifts everday in the hospital
to make up for the fridays that i'll miss when i go back to school
for some competition training.
yes.
sara participating in a competition.
pigs can fly.
but i'm somehow just counting on the fact
that they'll probably
let me go halfway through the training.
(they have to keep dropping people, selecting only the best)
so that i wont have to play the irresponsible,
unabled-to-cope-with-stress bad student role.
you see.
i just want the prestiege of being able to "claim" that i was
"trained for the world skills compeition"
i dont actually wanna participate.
since apparently the lecturers say that
its an honor to be chosen
and just to be have been trained for it, will get u a job in any hospital.
which i assume will be able to get me into poly.
THATS ALL I WANT.
and guess what just happended.
my mum is unbelievably annoying.
she came up from behind me
whilst i was typing away.
and so i stopped immediately
and cranned my neck to face her.
(so that i can keep an eye on her, since it would be blatantly rude to minimize the screen.)
and she asked me to take my chinese medicine.
(which i was hoping that she'd forget all abt reminding me)
and so this was how it went.
"Take your chinese medicine."
(me, slightly flustered. since i'm talking about work and sch, which i hate discussing in front of my parents)
"HAH. ya ya. i haven forgotten la."
"i didnt ask you if you remember. i'm telling you to take."
(and her eyes starts darting to the screen)
"Ya ya okayy. i'm going. i'm going."
(it gets really weird at this point. cause she starts openly shifting her eyes from me to behind me, which is the screen. and i get more nervous and start cranning and twisting my neck harder. just so that she'll get my body language and know that i'm watching her.)
(so i start grasping for straws, hoping to distract her.)
"So. Where's kor? he's not back yet?"
"no.." (and i know she's still peeking. i can so tell!!!)
"ohh.. so where is he?" (and i'm breaking into that "am chio" face cause i'm trying so hard not to break out in nervous laughter)
but i guess i failed.
cause she looked at me and went.
"why? Why you laughing?"
"huh.. no la. cause you keep looking at my screen" i say sheepishly.
and you know what she said to me after that??
it was like damn ANNOYING.
she went damn loudly and crudely for a mother of 3 children.
"What. You think i trying to read ah. DONT BE SO CHEAPO LA."
and she walks off. repeating "CHEAPO, CHEAPO."
LIKE WHAT THE HELL.
can you imagine how irritated i must be feeling right now?
i'm like flabbergasted that my mother would ever say such a thing.
haha.
but if it werent so rudely shocking.
it would be quite funny.
but anyway.
i just know that somewhere deep inside.
she's so dying to read my blog.
like which mum wont want to know the inner most thoughts
of their elusive teenage daughter.
too bad.
she can hide the facade of beiing indifferent and nonchalant.
going so far as to call me CHEAPO. (like i still cant get over that. wth. how was my actions in anyway cheapo?)
whatever.
i know she's lying.
HA!
anyway.
that has just spoiled my bloggy mood.
and i shall stop here.
oh shit.
she's back.
hahaha.
and OMG.
OMG.
SHE JUST POPPED HER HEAD IN AND
SAID
"CHEAPSKATE!"
LIKE FUCKING CHILDISH LA.
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i have to stop.
go to the kitchen and settle with her.
wth.
its quite funny actually.
hahaha.
fuck sia.
haha.
irritating.