i dont care if everyone thinks i'm ugly.
i dont care if everyone thinks i'm fat.
i dont care if everyone finds what i wear atrocious.
lately it seems like everyone's on a campaign to put me down.
demeaning comments, one after another.
Theres a limit to how much i can smile, laugh, then shrug it off.
Just because i dont cry infront of you, doenst mean i dont cry at all.
it doesnt mean i dont have feelings.
and it doesnt mean you have the right to keep putting me down.
Stop it.
or rather, if you have any esteem lowering comments to say about me.
Say it when i'm not around.
Because i'm sick of pretending i dont care.
and yes.
i'll admit.
i'm shallow and superficial.
i actually care about what people think of me.
i'm happy for you people if you dont.
its a good thing.
but personally,
i care.
but i know i'm good enough for my friends and family.
and so, i'm good enough for myself.
and if i'm not good enough for you,
it means you're not my friend.
so fuck off.