Sunday, August 31, 2008
I cant remember what day this was.
But we had fun.
Cheryl, looking very happy to have her photo taken.
Zhiyi emo-ing? and kim very happy with her cards.
My sensi sensi nat. haha.
this is the only picture out of like 10 which i allow to be posted up.
because i swear i look deformed in the rest.
so nat, please be understanding if your face does kinda look "hamsterish".
haha.
sacrifices must be made.
haha.
i love you!
and this is the FEAST that we Sk, connie and i had yesterday
at newton.
we managed to finish like 80 percent of it.
which was a huge feat for us,
considering sk and i full bellies of beer before that.
connie the pig.
and yes, our 28 dollar crab, which i found quite sandy.
so-so oyster omelette.
the "newtown must have stingray"
sk's buns. haha. no pun intended.
and i swear the chilli kankong was friggin good.
my mouth is watering.
damn.
and finally, sha. because i cant help trying to capture her.
How long are you going to stay mad at me,
for saying what i felt.
albeit , those words were said in a thin haze of toxication.
but how long are you going to punish me for it.
Don't do this to me.
But we had fun.
Cheryl, looking very happy to have her photo taken.
Zhiyi emo-ing? and kim very happy with her cards.
My sensi sensi nat. haha.
this is the only picture out of like 10 which i allow to be posted up.
because i swear i look deformed in the rest.
so nat, please be understanding if your face does kinda look "hamsterish".
haha.
sacrifices must be made.
haha.
i love you!
and this is the FEAST that we Sk, connie and i had yesterday
at newton.
we managed to finish like 80 percent of it.
which was a huge feat for us,
considering sk and i full bellies of beer before that.
connie the pig.
and yes, our 28 dollar crab, which i found quite sandy.
so-so oyster omelette.
the "newtown must have stingray"
sk's buns. haha. no pun intended.
and i swear the chilli kankong was friggin good.
my mouth is watering.
damn.
and finally, sha. because i cant help trying to capture her.
How long are you going to stay mad at me,
for saying what i felt.
albeit , those words were said in a thin haze of toxication.
but how long are you going to punish me for it.
Don't do this to me.
spoke at : 12:03 AM
Saturday, August 09, 2008
so here i am.
alone at home today.
technically i am, because my dad doesnt count.
i'm pissed off with him.
he refusd to let me stay over at grace's place,
even though i sacrificed my pre-arranged outing with my friends
to go out on national day, all dressed in red.
i rush home from sha's house just to be back on time to watch the ndp telecast with him,
and i'm not even allowed to stay over at my best friend's place?
like how unfair is that to me.
when do i ever get to stayover anywhere?
Camps not included.
now i assume that everyone is there.
drinking the two bottles of chivas,
which i'm craving for now, and
playing majong with i'm dying to learn.
fucker know.
and so.
i'm just going to post up pictures.
yes yes.
its a rare thing.
but i'm feeling patient with blogger today.
and so below are the photos of The Singapore Garden Festival.
Held at suntec city, in one of the expo halls.
actually, it was so huge that it took up 2 whole levels.
i'm not into phototaking.
so i just took afew pictures, since
everyone around me were snapping away like crazy,
i just had the kiasu urge to push my way into the front
to get the best shot.
haha.
cant lose to crazy old auntie's with lao pok phones.
These gardens are completely real.
Those landscape artistes won awards for their gardens.
This is actially an underwater garden thing.
my phone couldnt capture it well, but there were actually bubbles loating around.
alone at home today.
technically i am, because my dad doesnt count.
i'm pissed off with him.
he refusd to let me stay over at grace's place,
even though i sacrificed my pre-arranged outing with my friends
to go out on national day, all dressed in red.
i rush home from sha's house just to be back on time to watch the ndp telecast with him,
and i'm not even allowed to stay over at my best friend's place?
like how unfair is that to me.
when do i ever get to stayover anywhere?
Camps not included.
now i assume that everyone is there.
drinking the two bottles of chivas,
which i'm craving for now, and
playing majong with i'm dying to learn.
fucker know.
and so.
i'm just going to post up pictures.
yes yes.
its a rare thing.
but i'm feeling patient with blogger today.
and so below are the photos of The Singapore Garden Festival.
Held at suntec city, in one of the expo halls.
actually, it was so huge that it took up 2 whole levels.
i'm not into phototaking.
so i just took afew pictures, since
everyone around me were snapping away like crazy,
i just had the kiasu urge to push my way into the front
to get the best shot.
haha.
cant lose to crazy old auntie's with lao pok phones.
These gardens are completely real.
Those landscape artistes won awards for their gardens.
This is actially an underwater garden thing.
my phone couldnt capture it well, but there were actually bubbles loating around.
okayy.
enough.
and yes i know these are a tad bit vain-ish.
but bear with me once in a while.
besides, sha was taking a shower
and i had nothing to do.
:)
but the sepia effect is driving me crazy and i only want to take photos
with this effect from now on.
besides, zhiyi secretly thought she looked good in her bacl and white shot and
asked me to bluetooth it to her, but she still refuses to admit it!
Ng zhiyi! youre as vain as i am!!!!
oh.
nat's here.
so i'm done.
bye bye.
spoke at : 7:55 AM
Saturday, August 02, 2008
you always react like this.
no matter how i try to make this better.
it never even occured to you that you didnt confirm anything with me.
its always "see how" or "maybe later".
If you would confirm something with me for once, than maybe you wont have to blame me later for making other plans.
and i've told you so many times,
no one can replace you.
and yet i find that i have to keep apologising for every single damn thing.
i'm sure i have been a bad friend, because i know you need me, and it seems like i'm not
around to spend time with you alone, like how we used to.
but you dont give me chance to try.
everytime i open my mouth you shoot me down.
i have so many things to tell you,.
stuff that only you can understand, and help me sort out.
but you choose to blame me for ditching you every time.
and i always have to try and apologise.
when was the last time you said sorry for anything?
or maybe you dont ever have to.
cause i'm always in the wrong.
i'm just not good enough.
i dont bother trying.
i'm always the first to ask about you before any event.
"where is she?"
"did you call her"
"is she coming?"
but i guess you're not around to hear it.
you make me afraid to ask you out now.
because whenever i do, i earn a sarcastic reply before anything.
i just cant please you, and everything i do pisses you off.
and you.
do i really behave like such a monster that you have to resort to
warding your friends away just to please me?
am i really such a tyrant?
i told you so many times already.
that the last thing i want you to do is to cut of your friends just because i haven learnt to control my emotions.
i told you i was trying, learning.
why couldnt you wait for me.
do you have any idea how much it hurts to hear what you told her?
how it makes me look?
what if she really needed someone to talk to and you werent around because "i'd get angry."
you think i'd truly want that?
you really think i'm that sort of selfish person?
i know you were only trying to prevent problems.
and i know you were just thinking of me when you did it.
but i wish you understood me better.
but you dont.
and it hard to say if you ever will.
i'm turning into something that i've always scorned when i saw it in others.
if i need to make this stop,
i will.
no matter how i try to make this better.
it never even occured to you that you didnt confirm anything with me.
its always "see how" or "maybe later".
If you would confirm something with me for once, than maybe you wont have to blame me later for making other plans.
and i've told you so many times,
no one can replace you.
and yet i find that i have to keep apologising for every single damn thing.
i'm sure i have been a bad friend, because i know you need me, and it seems like i'm not
around to spend time with you alone, like how we used to.
but you dont give me chance to try.
everytime i open my mouth you shoot me down.
i have so many things to tell you,.
stuff that only you can understand, and help me sort out.
but you choose to blame me for ditching you every time.
and i always have to try and apologise.
when was the last time you said sorry for anything?
or maybe you dont ever have to.
cause i'm always in the wrong.
i'm just not good enough.
i dont bother trying.
i'm always the first to ask about you before any event.
"where is she?"
"did you call her"
"is she coming?"
but i guess you're not around to hear it.
you make me afraid to ask you out now.
because whenever i do, i earn a sarcastic reply before anything.
i just cant please you, and everything i do pisses you off.
and you.
do i really behave like such a monster that you have to resort to
warding your friends away just to please me?
am i really such a tyrant?
i told you so many times already.
that the last thing i want you to do is to cut of your friends just because i haven learnt to control my emotions.
i told you i was trying, learning.
why couldnt you wait for me.
do you have any idea how much it hurts to hear what you told her?
how it makes me look?
what if she really needed someone to talk to and you werent around because "i'd get angry."
you think i'd truly want that?
you really think i'm that sort of selfish person?
i know you were only trying to prevent problems.
and i know you were just thinking of me when you did it.
but i wish you understood me better.
but you dont.
and it hard to say if you ever will.
i'm turning into something that i've always scorned when i saw it in others.
if i need to make this stop,
i will.
spoke at : 7:33 PM